What is Eating-Disorders
An eating disorder is a compulsion in which the main problem is a person eats in a way which disturbs their physical health. The eating may be too excessive (compulsive over-eating...
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Sunday November 29, 2009
Anxious Stories
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I'm feeling rather anxious right now as my friend/bfs sister is coming up tomorrow and she has and ed,apparently lost a lot of weight since i've seen her last! She used to be bigger than me but now she'll be thinner i'm guessing and that is gna trigger me most likely!
I'm gna just cover up , hide my body is much as i can so she cant comment on maybe what size i am or it will le...
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Nothing much new w/me. I haven't journaled since Tuesday and I wanted to try to stick w/my goal. Jazz made me realize people do read others journals. Thanks for being so caring. I'm truly amazed at the wonderfully, caring people on here. I've been here 2 months, and it's taking me a while, but, I'm beginning to see who posts and who cares enough t...1 Recommendation11 Comments
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OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!
Less than an hour ago, my daughter started yelling for me to come to the computer...... "They found me, they found me! I swear to God, Mom, I didn't give out any personal information, but they found me!"
My heart dropped to my stomach, full of a recent successfully eaten meal of eggs & toast. "WHO found you?" I was screami...1 Recommendation9 Comments -
How funny that just yesterday I journaled about accepting myself and today I deserve nothing less than starvation and death. I HATE my fat stupid thigshs. The rest of my body is losing weight while I still hve a butt and thighs and I wish I could cut them off and if it meant bleeding to death to look thinner, so be it. I HATE myself so much. I can't do anything right. Normally I don't men...1 Recommendation12 Comments
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So I told two of my closest friends about my eating disorder on Wednesday. Their reaction was what I expected; concerned and surprised. But today when I was talking on the phone with them, they're like really freaked out and they're threatening to tell someone about it. They think that I can just start eating normally again and it will go away. I knew they wouldn&#...1 Recommendation8 Comments
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Strengthening the "Safety Net" we are in trouble xx1 Recommendation8 Comments
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Yesterday I had one of the most terrifying experiences of my life. And am not sure how much of it was due to my stupidity.
It was either a med reaction (Neurontin not mixing with allergy meds) OR an accidental overdose (me taking 3x 300 mgs on Neurontin on an empty stomach which has been OK the few times I have done it before now -- but people in the DBSA group last night reminded me of the ...2 Recommendations11 Comments -
The best news of the day happened yesterday.I will finally be looking at a new apartment in Wixom Michigan.That would be such a dream come true. Today was not a great day though.Even though I got to spend the day with my good friend and that was fun.Yes I'm talking about you lol There was a guy at my clubhouse who completely intimidated me. We have a strict no bumming policy or suspensi...1 Recommendation9 Comments
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I am really worried about my mom.She suddenly went to the emergency room today.She was going to take me to the doctor since I don't drive but her kidneys are getting worse and she is scheduled for exploratory surgery next week to have a stent put in. She had severe pain today and went in to the hospital. I am so scared for her,I just talked to her and it sounds like she's ok but I am stil...1 Recommendation10 Comments
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hi there everyone , you know when your in love you get butterflies? mine feel like huge moths about to beat the daylights out of me, oh i,ve fallen head over heels and all i know is the person really likes me but i think he,s scared etc etc last time we spoke he was hesitant problem for me is unless i know where i am i panic into vomiting shaking sweating trembling hence i,ve never be...1 Recommendation8 Comments
