Dizziness & Vertigo Support Group

I spent two hours making clear entreaty for advice and it was erased. I cannot create it again with any details. After accident rear-ended concussion, I have un ending head pain that never happened before, blinding when try to read. I have Vertigo and nausea for two months solid and episodic now. Double vision only for reading after two months. Jaw pain ache and noise. Ear noises mid tone roaring and intermittent deafening low tone buzzing. Cannot process auditory sound because autistic and do not know how to filter out sound or anything. Already using 100% ability before this happened. Will this ever go away?
ER said intoxicated though never ingest any sustenance even in 38 hours and no fluids for 12 hours. Afraid they injected me and can’t trust. No neuro exam, record falsified, not allowed pain med though promised and excruciating pain because can’t give proper nonverbal signals of pain. Wouldn’t even let me hold a chair to get out of ER without falling. Said to work after one day. Working on top of 12 foot ladders with bulky fixtures and power tools. With vertigo and double vision. I think they want me dead. Are they saying I deserve to suffer and die or that I am lying? I am pathologically honest and have zero imagination to invent anything.
How can I get function back? It is three months and haven’t found work, but believe it would be crime to go to work knowing I cannot be safe, so how do I deceive to get work? How do I hide vertigo attacks? Who is responsible if I fall or damage someone? I can’t even get medical problems unrelated to MVA treated. I don’t know how to communicate or interact under usual conditions, so how do I manage this situation? Please don’t erase again. This is short but for me more hours I cannot sleep.
Posted on 12/15/07, 05:12 am