Sometimes, I do feel like that. But then I think "God put me here, and not so I would be miserable. The Devil beats you down, God brings you up." I don't know how religious you are, but that helps me to know that there are 2 sides, and SOMEBODY has to be rooting for me.
Being unhappy for so long can make you feel weird when you actually do feel happy. But when you do feel happy, hold on to it. If it weren't a great feeling, it wouldn't be such a big deal. But it is, and it is. It can be hard to find something to make you happy when you're feeling down. Watching a "happy" movie can actually make you feel worse sometimes because you think, "Why can't that be me?". But it can. You just need to open yourself up. That can be hard, I know, but you have to try. Talk to someone. Think about a time that made you smile, and smile. Watch the sun rise, or set. It's beautiful, isn't it? There wouldn't be anything beautiful in the world if you weren't meant to enjoy it- by being happy. Put on a dress that makes you feel good, or a pair of great jeans, and just think about how good you feel in them. Then stay feeling good- you're in a great outfit, why feel bad?! Just keep up your spirits.
