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It happened a while ago. In December of 2006 me, my brother and my Mom were in an accident. They died. Its so hard. This time of year is so hard.
Every year this time I miss them even more. I feel guilty for surviving. I should have died too. Then I get lost in school and friends. I don't know how much linger I can do this, survive I mean. But I guess I have to. I still sleep with mommy's blanket. God it hurts so much. Jumper http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qdg... I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend You could cut ties with all the lies That you've been living in And if you do not want to see me again I would understand I would understand The angry boy, a bit too insane Icing over a secret pain You know you don't belong You're the first to fight You're way too loud You're the flash of light On a burial shroud I know something's wrong Well everyone I know has got a reason To say Put the past away I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend You could cut ties with all the lies That you've been living in And if you do not want to see me again I would understand I would understand Well, he's on the table And he's gone to code And I do not think anyone knows What they are doing here And your friends have left You've been dismissed I never thought it would come to this And I I want you to know Everyone's got to face down the demons Maybe today We can put the past away I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend You could cut ties with all the lies That you've been living in And if you do not want to see me again I would understand I would understand I would understand Can you put the past away I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend I would understand... Posted on 11/04/09, 08:11 pm |
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that is beautiful i think i was about to cry. I just helped one of my friends get through something samilar about a yr ago her mom commited suicide because she couldn't take it that she was her daughter. It was heart breaking now the girl is prego. but i still love her. Anyway i hope you can stay positive eat some Ben& Jerry's it truly helps lol.
Love you Bre 
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I'm so sorry, and I'm even more sorry that I don't understand the pain you're going through. Just remember that you surviving shows that you are strong. Strong enough to get through this. Your mother and brother wouldn't want you to be in distress.
Live for today. Live for them.
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maybe you survived FOR them. maybe you survived because they wanted you to :)
im so sorry you had to go through that and well, u still are going through it. im always here if you need advice, support, or a place to go rant. stay strong, there is a reason you survived- i give you my word it might not be much (my word) but i think you should take it PS: i really love that song, its been a favorite of mine for quite a while stay strong -kayla
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