Clinical depression is a state of sadness or melancholia that has advanced to the point of being disruptive to an individual's social functioning and/or activities of daily living....
Today started better than expected. I've gradually built this feeling of dread in relation to my work. On one of my good days, the job is fine, a little boring admittedly, but fine. I used to have much more admin work to do and would enjoy loosing myself in my work and there always seemed to be a project going on that I could get involved with. But now, things have died down and all thats lef...
Another dream about my best friend- wakes me. Another hard day will be ahead of me. The dreams are so powerful and so intense.... I Can feel her! She hugs me... We Laugh. I Can't believe I can feel her! Can Anyone Else See her? She laughs outloud at me for thinking such foolish things. She laughs at me, because we're best friends and there was never a moment with her that didnt ...
I know what I'm doing is not good for my body? Why haven't I been able to stop? My emotions don't seem to be the culprit. Getting obsessed over the tiniest things seems to be a trigger. Shopping is a trigger. I have to be more aware of negative self talk. It could be as little as "I am taking too long completing this goal". Actually, that's a very common comment I make t...
Even on days when my husband isn't being abusive and I can somehow manage to put the affair in the back of my mind I still have a husband who is neglectful, un-compassionate, and un-understanding. He's completely ignoring my cries for help with a hefty roll of the eye and frustrated sigh. I'm bipolar, I can't help it. I really wish I weren't because I'm pretty sure my life...
Eric Clapton - Tear in Heaven http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=ngpZaECKaBM&feature=related Hayley Westenra - Never say Goodbye http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=YNlpxJO1Uiw&feature=related Found out Today Saturday 19th July 2008 at 12(noon) EST Australia, I’m saddened to inform you that a very Dear friend of mine **yvonne111** & possibly your’s has been confirmed deceased ...
help me for goodness sake.. my partner is still ill and gets no better..im dpoing all i can to look after her..but it just is not enough..she still is not getting better.. its got me so low..she was in tears yesterday and collaopsed al together..im worn out..i hate that i cant do anything to change it..maybe im not doing enough for her.. i never have been one for doing enough..im trying so hard..whe...
just came to me when i was running... ***~~~...if you cannot find happiness, peace and deal with your present life now, then the sadness, hurtful things of your past, will never heal...~~~*** be strong now, feel love around you, find your strength and believe all other things will become easier to deal with. to start... this is how i feel bout myself most of the time sometimes im happy i think this is...
I just had my 40th Birthday and guess who remembered? Guess? My hubby is the only one that remembered (Well LoveCats remembered here online...one of the reasons I love him, other than his name! ) . So, I am living with my brother and his wife, which is not working out, so they will be moving and I even talked to my mother on my birthday and she never mentioned a thing...I mean i...
I had a nightmare about this and thought I would share. I dont really bring up my past much as I know alot of peeps here have been through worse. My step father was a very cruel and mean man, but he never did anything sexually to us.. Thank God.. Just physical, mental and very much emotionally. My mother only stopped him once. When he was going to throw a lamp at me when I called the police on hi...
TODAYS U/S SHOWED NO HEARTBEAT, THE FETUS WAS MEASURING ONLY 5 ½ WKS WHERE 2 WKS AGO IT MEASURED 6 & WE SAW THE FLASHING OF THE LITTLE HEART. I SHOULD HAVE BEEN 9 T0 10 WKS… BUT NO! WHY GIVE & THEN TAKE AWAY.... ONCE AGAIN, HERE I AM! WHY!!! I AM STILL IN COMPLETE SHOCK… I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY OR THINK MY THOUGHTS ARE SO… DISJOINTED & SCATTERE...