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Wednesday June 19, 2013
Painful Stories
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more bad news. im devistated.
yesterday morning i woke up around 6am and had a lot of strong abdominal pain. then i noticed that i was bleeding. right then my mom came out of her room to get ready for work and i told her. so i called my OB and waited for the doctor on call to call me back. i never met him before, but i told him what was going on and he was concerned because even though i ha...
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9 CommentsAdvertisementthe 1 wish i have only 1 I WISH I WAS DEAD I s this too much to ask?
im not worth a single thing alive so why am i still here?1 Recommendation8 CommentsI have been looking back at my life for as far back as I can remember. They say looking back is not really a good thing. all I know is I try to look as to why things turn out the way they had. main thing is why I can't understand the choices that I made at that time. I am searching for the reason for how things are and how I ended up the way I am. everything or most things had a really bad ...1 Recommendation17 Commentswhat do i do . i wish i could answer that. i can't it is like im " stuck" and i try so hard to be un stuck been trying to for a very long time . but it is a futile too keep trying .too weary im only spinning my wheels. it is pointless.so it goes back to what to do next. i need help with this one. the problem to that is im alone with it1 Recommendation8 CommentsI just wanted to say thanks to everyone who reads, or has ever read my journal. It makes me feel so much better to know someone cares about what I do and how I feel. I haven't had that for a while. Every hug, and every journal comment and pm means a lot.. DS has done so much to help me realize I'm not alone in the world.
It's funny, when I first started my DS account, I was so m...1 Recommendation7 Commentsi got the worst call today claire my wife doesnt want to see me. one of the nurses just rang me up.
i feel so lost i mean its bad enough she doesnt know who i am but now not wanting to see me i dont even though know why. all i was told was that she had a bad night and doesnt want to see me well the man who keeps comning up i think he called steve, it hurts so much.
i feel like im losing my mind l...1 Recommendation17 Commentsa visit to the dr. yesterday was very intense ,and painful. more surgery is needed and this is much worse than i thought. the recovery time is going to be longer than the last surgery from sept. and a more serious operation as well . this time it is exploritory surgery, which means a much bigger incission and longer op. time. appx 6 hrs under the knife, and another surgen ...2 Recommendations6 CommentsWell, back at the gym again. How many ways does huffing a puffing, being stiff and sore, and looking like a fool in workout sweats, SUCK?
Well, I brought it on myself with my plate and my fork. So there will be some whining from me until I hit my groove, and just do it.
I will be glad I am doing this now when I have my new, fit, slimmer body for Spring cycling. Meantime, it's ju...1 Recommendation8 Commentsyestreday 's visit to DR. Kotwal was disturbing. 1st. off she wants to switch my meds. 1st. is ambion. this is a narcotic which is habit forming. and has street value,acording to her. this scares me. 2nd. is she is upping the welbrution. this is going from 200mg./day to 400mg/day. that is disheartning. the next thing she wants is for me to see another DR for neuro...1 Recommendation7 CommentsI am very sorry that I have not responded to hugs and messages. I have been thinking of my DS friends and wanted to but have been in so much pain that I have been unable to because of the terrible almost non stop migraines and head pain I have been suffering with. I also feel very badly depressed and broken and lonely. My anxiety is high and I have&nbs...1 Recommendation9 Comments
