Depression Support Group

yeah i think of that all the time, say it too. not real smart of me, but as i have no one, its true. it does add to the pain, having no one.

maybe doing something for someone else would help, i know thats hard with the depression and all. but i was thinking how much it would mean to someone in a nursing home that never had any visitors to have someone come and say hi maybe bring em some flowers or some token of caring.

there are kids in orphanages throughout the world that would probably love hearing from you, and feeling someone really cares about them when they have probably had very little actual in their short lives.. just a couple ideas i thought of..

if you dont have a pet, think about getting one. they love ya no matter what and do care. mine are the only reason i keep trying at all. best wishes

I do, often but, there is always a but.
Whats the point? On its most basic level, to reproduce. Life is about discovery, effort and love. You have your bf, friends on DS and IRL. That love is there for you and therein lies the point.
No-one cares.
I know that feeling all too well, but people do care about you. I can promise you this. That feeling is misery picking on you.
No-one would go to my funeral.
Futurama with Benders funeral? You're young, there is plenty of time before that happens and in that time you will make connections with people that last the rest of your life.
No-one would notice I'm gone.
Your BF, Family, Friends would all notice your absence
When Im here, Im not really here.
I have moments like that. There you are, in the room but definately else-where. Where does your mind wonder too? Mindfulness techniques would help here I think.
When I am with friends, I bet they wish I wasnt.
They wouldnt invite you or respond to your invitations if they didnt want you around. I bet its just as awkward for them, it can be for my friends. They have no experience and no clue how to help.
If people did notice then they would be over it and forgotten in a few days time.
The loss of friends or family is NEVER forgotten, no matter what the low self esteem is saying.

The reasons for your existence are many but you have to find them. Sharing love, knowledge and life is my reason. I hate missing out on anything. If I had been successful in taking my own life, then I wouldnt be able to do any of those things.
Oook makes a good point. Some voluntary work may help give you a sense of self worth.

everyday, month,minute...hugs

All the time...

Wow.. I cant believe how many people feel this way.. Well yes I do..
My friend.. you are always so negative.. you need to work on being a little bit more positive as hard as it is..

You say you love your bf but you dont think he would care?And what about your family? Sheesh honey.. You need to rethink everything.. Being so negative is not good for you or your health.. Take the baby steps needed to build your self-esteem and self-worth.. I know you can do it.. All the negativity as I said, is not good.. Please work on it for yourself and your health