What is Depression
Clinical depression is a state of sadness or melancholia that has advanced to the point of being disruptive to an individual's social functioning and/or activities of daily living....
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does everyone find it its not a million things going wrong at once its definatly one thing after another. NEVER any time where somethings not gone/going wrong.
**************RANT WARNING!!********** i thought it maybe how my outlook was but im not sure. like recently ive been starting to feel ill-woke up today and sure do feel proper ill now. my next thing is paying car insurance, my car tax and my MOT all in the month of DEC plus peoples xmas presents. this will come to about £1100. my next problem is money for rent for the next 3/4 months.... where do i get money for that? being a student i get my loan but that comes in 2 weeks after i have to pay rent so where do i get £1600 from to pay rent? they dont let you stay until you have payed. i have to have my car to get to and from uni and to get to my hospital appointments so ditching the car isnt an option. theres always problems my boyf chucks at me every now and then, but hes starting councelling so that may help. problems with university- im on my very last chance of be banned completly as im seen as to much of a danger but i promised nothing more would happen...... ect. now i dont get the work, ive missed some lectures because i havnt felt like getting out of bed or i completly loose concentration in a lecture and end up being there but not there. money wise again im ment to be starting 2/3 meds posibly soon which i cant afford to pay for monthly so i doubt i will get to go on them, i havnt been to the dentist in god knows how long- one because i hate dentists and now i cant afford to and im in agony with my wisdom teeth coming through. i found out that my grandad is likely to die within this next year from his alzhimers and has been taken off his meds only a few weeks ago and is already rapidly going fast down hill and in the final stages.- brings up a whole load of family issues from the past! then my fav old lady cats really old and needs go vets and wont live long. oh and i could go on forever but u get my drift right..... its just one thing after another! i know all the above sounds pathetic but still. AGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH. where is the pause button!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Posted on 11/03/09, 04:54 am |
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and i cant get a job to get money either. grr 
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Will your Uni counsellor be able to help?
You might be able to skip a year because of your mental health. Can you go back to your parents home? You can get a 3 month prepaid total prescription cost paid for as little as £30 odd pounds. A year fo about £100. Is a bus or a bike out of the question? If you take what a car costs a week, would a taxi be cheaper to get to the doctors? Have you got anything you can sell? I'm sorry you grand dad is so ill, try to keep out of family issues if it isn't good for you. I hope it all comes good for you.
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im to stuborn is my problem. my parents and boyfriend woudd help out fincailly but i have never been able to take money off people. i have payed my way since i was 16 and i refuse to let my parents help.im also to stuborn to take a year out. i should have done that last year but refused to leave.i wont give in.il look into the prescriptions thing, must be some allowance i can apply for or something.
theres now way around the car thing unfortantly.i wanna loose weight so il just cut back on food allowance lol. i have my degree books i can sell if it gets real bad which cost £30-£50 each but id rather keep them if i can. thanks nikita32. x
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million, I had to swallow my pride when I was in debt and asked my mother to help out.
It's a fine thing to be independant, but is it worth losing what you have worked so hard for, because you are stubborn? You can't get that amount of money by starving yourself, I've tried it and all it does is add another thing to your troubles.
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grrrr do i handle one thing at a time or do i need see it as the bigger picture. stress aint no good for me i loose it lol.
i think i can just about cope finacally but will be tight, im not cut out for this business with my health my i wont give up trying. what doesnt kill you makes you stronger, amost killed me like 8 times in the first year but didnt (good thing or not i dont know yet) but im still going. i wont give in.
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