What is Depression

Clinical depression is a state of sadness or melancholia that has advanced to the point of being disruptive to an individual's social functioning and/or activities of daily living....

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when i came on here tonight .. it was after a very bad bad day.. yes i know we all have them

my first post

argument crying sucidal

i hate confrontation and aguring.. always make me cry.

ive been feeling sucidal not just today but for some time now... what happened today has only heighted it for me.

i have a date in my head the day i plan to ...

this is my reason for writing im sucidal because i am.

its not the first time ive had a date ive always managed to get past them and i have 3 failed attempts behind me.

im not here to argue with anyone or look for pity all i really want is to see that people care and just to know that im not on my own.

i have never nor will i ever use the word sucidal lightly.

its gotten to the stage now on this forum that people are only happy to argue and give each other grief rather be supportive and i dont know if i want to be on here anymore.

bash me all you want i really cant feel any worse than i already do

ive said my peace respectfully and with no intention against any other person

peace to all


ps... if the day comes that i commit sucide i wont be on ds .. it will just happen

its when im on here saying im feeling sucidal that im asking for some kind of help or just a simple hug.

thanks for reading this

rain.
Posted on 01/05/09, 10:01 pm
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Reply #11 - 01/05/09  11:21pm
" My opinion on this is that.....if you do not have a specific plan and a way to carry it out, don't call yourself suicidal. It's not something you should say just because you are feeling bad.

it's not a romantic notion, it wont make you "special" or fondly remembered. It's disgusting and horrid and will make those you leave behind hate you and piss on your grave.

Life is not a fantasy or romance novel, it's real, it's messy and it's not always nice.

ok, I'm done. "
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Reply #12 - 01/05/09  11:28pm
" Life is very messy, its not romantic at all, and suicide does devastate the people left behind . . .

I really don't think most people who commit suicide think they will be special or fondly remembered . . . a lot of them are just in so much pain that they see death as the only way out . . . it's the sickness talking . . .

I've only once in my life been truly suicidal, I certainly didn't have a date, b/c I knew it was NOT something I should do, but I did have a plan I guiltily formulated and twice circumstances intervened in moments I might have carried it out in the pure horror of the darkness that surrounded me . . . "
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Reply #13 - 01/05/09  11:30pm
" rain I wish u peace and calmness and family support and do let us knowu are safe "
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Reply #14 - 01/05/09  11:31pm
" :huggles tight: Let me know if theres anythign I can do to help get you past this dat.e "
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Reply #15 - 01/05/09  11:46pm
" oh sweetie ((HUGS)) I love you so much and am here for you always "
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Reply #16 - 01/06/09  12:18am
" hugs to you rain my friend "
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Reply #17 - 01/06/09  12:22am
" That was really well said Daisylou. I like the way you put it. "
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Reply #18 - 01/06/09  12:27am
" Hugs, sorry you are low hun xo "
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Reply #19 - 01/06/09  12:30am
" Hugs even though I don't know you. I can identify with what you are saying though. "
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Reply #20 - 01/06/09  12:49am
" I love you my dear friend - big huggles to you "

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