What is Depression

Clinical depression is a state of sadness or melancholia that has advanced to the point of being disruptive to an individual's social functioning and/or activities of daily living....

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when i came on here tonight .. it was after a very bad bad day.. yes i know we all have them

my first post

argument crying sucidal

i hate confrontation and aguring.. always make me cry.

ive been feeling sucidal not just today but for some time now... what happened today has only heighted it for me.

i have a date in my head the day i plan to ...

this is my reason for writing im sucidal because i am.

its not the first time ive had a date ive always managed to get past them and i have 3 failed attempts behind me.

im not here to argue with anyone or look for pity all i really want is to see that people care and just to know that im not on my own.

i have never nor will i ever use the word sucidal lightly.

its gotten to the stage now on this forum that people are only happy to argue and give each other grief rather be supportive and i dont know if i want to be on here anymore.

bash me all you want i really cant feel any worse than i already do

ive said my peace respectfully and with no intention against any other person

peace to all


ps... if the day comes that i commit sucide i wont be on ds .. it will just happen

its when im on here saying im feeling sucidal that im asking for some kind of help or just a simple hug.

thanks for reading this

rain.
Posted on 01/05/09, 10:01 pm
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Reply #1 - 01/05/09  10:26pm
" (((HUGS)))) "
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Reply #2 - 01/05/09  10:26pm
" ((((((((((((tight hugs))))))))))))))

Sorry you are hurting. You have gotten an overwhelming amount of support tonight. This is a public forum and not everyone is going to be sympathetic to you, take the support and ignore the bad if at all possible.

Depression is a gray area...there is no right or wrong esp amongst non-professionals in the mental health field. "
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Reply #3 - 01/05/09  10:32pm
" My wish for you is that haters will stay away for the near future... you've had a rough couple of weeks and could probably go without the critics for a bit.

Big hugs, just bring the love only, please. :o) "
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Reply #4 - 01/05/09  10:48pm
" H U G E H U G S R A I N. I LOVE YOU "
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Reply #5 - 01/05/09  10:50pm
" i love you rain and say what and how you feel.depression is worse when we hold things in.just hang in there ok. "
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Reply #6 - 01/05/09  11:12pm
" I am here for you if you want to talk. Don't feel like you need to apologize or explain your words to other people. You have every right to post how you feel. People care and we want to make you feel better. You are NOT alone. "
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Reply #7 - 01/05/09  11:14pm
" Rain...you are far from alone honey. please believe that. Try to push through this date as you have in the past. I know that you can do it. "
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Reply #8 - 01/05/09  11:16pm
" You are not alone!! See, if you meant you were suicidal you should never even have felt bad for saying it . . . It's scary . . . it's serious . . . but you've made it before and you have the strength to make it again.

**BIG HUGS** "
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Reply #9 - 01/05/09  11:18pm
" sending you peace and calmness. so glad you had the strength to post and reach out when you're feeling that bad.please seek more help if it gets worse. please post again to let us all know your ok. we want you to be safe. "
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Reply #10 - 01/05/09  11:20pm
" rain, it wasn't long ago I was where you are, I still have a date in mind. I promised my psych I'd get rid of my blade by the bed. I'm not wanting to. You are not alone, we care for you, you can make it through to the other side. Is there any support for you where you are? "

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