What is Depression
Clinical depression is a state of sadness or melancholia that has advanced to the point of being disruptive to an individual's social functioning and/or activities of daily living....
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I am not suicidal, but why am I living? Nothing interests me, nothing excites me, nothing is going anywhere. I dont want to do anything, I dont want to try anything, I dont want help. What does one do in this boat? Nothing, thats what I do, nothing. Everyday I work, but for nothing. I come home, and do nothing. I have no motivation. Im not going anywhere. I just dont give a damn. I dont see anything that will help. Asking for help wont help. Its all pointless. I just wish I didnt exist, wish I didnt have what I do. I feel guilty at times for these thoughts because my life could be alot worse and I have mush to be thankful for, but at the same time, it doesnt matter. Sometimes I think of things that could be even worse so at least its something going on. Sometimes I think of breaking my leg or arm, so I can just sit in a hospital bed and not have to do anything because I have an excuse not to. Wow, just stop it Adam. Stop it.
Posted on 01/05/09, 10:01 pm |
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BlueLaura---I love this . . . "Yes, the fun of feeling like sh*t, then feeling guilty about feeling like sh*t because dammit, you should feel better. "
Depression tells us these lies Adam . . . and I know exactly how you feel about feeling bad for being depressed when your life could be so much worse . . . I feel that way all the time 
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