What is Depression
Clinical depression is a state of sadness or melancholia that has advanced to the point of being disruptive to an individual's social functioning and/or activities of daily living....
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I am not suicidal, but why am I living? Nothing interests me, nothing excites me, nothing is going anywhere. I dont want to do anything, I dont want to try anything, I dont want help. What does one do in this boat? Nothing, thats what I do, nothing. Everyday I work, but for nothing. I come home, and do nothing. I have no motivation. Im not going anywhere. I just dont give a damn. I dont see anything that will help. Asking for help wont help. Its all pointless. I just wish I didnt exist, wish I didnt have what I do. I feel guilty at times for these thoughts because my life could be alot worse and I have mush to be thankful for, but at the same time, it doesnt matter. Sometimes I think of things that could be even worse so at least its something going on. Sometimes I think of breaking my leg or arm, so I can just sit in a hospital bed and not have to do anything because I have an excuse not to. Wow, just stop it Adam. Stop it.
Posted on 01/05/09, 10:01 pm |
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Ah yes...how many times have I been where you are....don't even ask. Now, I'm about to throw a nasty four letter word at you....
TIME. Arrrrgghhh!! Yep. Time. This too shall pass. You WILL feel better again, you WILL see the point to life. That's different for everyone, but you'll see YOUR point to life. You may feel this way again, but it will pass again. The one thing you have to do, is just keep moving forward. Don't run, walk. Crawl if that's all your capable of at the time. But don't look back. 
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So well put.
Thanks, Adam.
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Adam, your just 25 and your life is just beginning, the other members are correct - you need to give it time. Life changes continually so be greatful that things aren't worse than they are. What's happened to make you feel this way?
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Thank you friends.
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Yes, very well put, you've described it so well.
I wish it wasn't true honey. (((((((hugs))))))))
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Thats just it, nothing huge has happened to make me feel this way. Its burned in to my very being. I just am. Like I said I know things could be worse, and sometimes I secretly wish they would be just for something, something. I feel like such a horrible person.
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Wow...I cannot recall ever having seen SO MANY negative words in a single post before.
I am without speech, and unwilling to give my usual "change your thoughts, and think more positively motivation"...sorry.
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Sorry honey, I don't mean that it's true, I meant that I was sorry that was how you were feeling. No offense, please.
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I take no offense BooBoo. I encourage any words anyone has to offer.
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That's the insidiousness of depression, hon. We feel these things when logic tells us we have no reason to feel them. Logic doesn't stand a chance against it.
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