What is Depression
Clinical depression is a state of sadness or melancholia that has advanced to the point of being disruptive to an individual's social functioning and/or activities of daily living....
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Feel really calm about this I suspect this is bad. Spoken to GP today who want's to drop dose of diazapam. Feeling really crap, gp poke'd me and went mmmmmmmm You don't look as sore, Which I should'nt be. Considering the follwing was in my system. Tramadol sr 150mg Praracetimol 1000mg Dihydrocodine 60mg Diazapam 4mp Voltrol 50mg suspositories Movalot (suspect spelling wrong) gel rubbed in to abdominal area that was sore Doctor has dropped the voltrol and has started to drop the diazapam dose down. At the moment I'm struggling to continue as I suspet I'm not going to cope and going to be back where I started at the start of last week. I'm really don't want to go on as at the moment the diazapam was the only thing that was kind of holding me together. pain wise and mood wise. At the moment I'm going to hold off until tomorrow and make a decision tomorrow morning. I hoping that a good night sleep, will leave me in a better mood tomorrow and help me to make a better decision, than the one I want to make just now. Reason for leaving until tomorrow is me not having diazapam tonight so I can drive to the place I want my final time to be. I'm sorry for dropping this on to your laps I know I have only known most of you for a couple of weeks. I wish I could have known you for longer time. I wish every one well with the future and I hope no one gets to this point in there life of not seeing any point in going forward. I'm really sorry for doing this to you all but needed to share with someone else, who did'nt have the ability to stop me. Note I will not check board again unless I change my mind. John Posted on 12/03/08, 05:12 pm |
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My doctor cold turkey'd me off valium a few months ago and it was absolute hell.. but it is possible to come out the other end.
Hope you feel better after a good sleep xx 
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john please talk to me and tell me what is going on
contact me via msn, meegs.c@paradise.net.nz I would like to takl to you about this matey. please contact me
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Kind of sorted head out a little bit what's the worst case senario if I do something stupid I cause a lot of Hurt on ds my friends and family will not understand. The nest case senario is I come off the diazapm and cope ok pain wise if I don't go back to gp and rediscuss. On thinking about it I have options. The post was made as a snap decision sorry John
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John...my topic post was for you xx
Talk tomorrow Honey xx
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I understand, John, but don't make any snap decisions, please. :-)
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Had some time to cool off, sorry if I hurt anyone
Ok whats the worst case senario I cause a lot of pain here on DS for which I would would be eternally sorry as so many people have reached out to me with laughter, humor, sholder to cry on, someoen to hug me. Apart from the hurt I would cause my friends and family as they would not understand the pain the hurt. I would hurt some of them so bad they would not cope especially my dad (who had no clue about depression) On the positive side I do need to drop the dose of diazapam I wish he had left me on the dose for a couple of more weeks for things to settle completely. On the other side once I drop the dose if the pain comes back I have the option of going back to GP and expain how I'm feeling and not coping. The bottom line is I have options currently in tears which is a good sign as it means I'm atually thinking about what I woul leave behind. As I said it was a snap post as to how I was feeling. Sorry for any hurt or pain I caused,I think the person will know who I mean as this has went out to all friends. John who will keep my self safe going to speak to some one once this messagre is finished. Sorry feeling very stupid as life on refetion is not that bad. John
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