Depression Support Group

you should tell us more about yourself. i bet you have tons you do that is interesting and wonderful, us knowing more about you and those things will make it that much easier to remind you about all you have going for you.

i'd rather be that than a suicidal teenager

the only time it doesn't suck is when you're too young to realise, ie, probably before the age of 12-14. so really, at any age... because someone in their 40s could be thinking the same thing or be in a worse position.

you'll find that a lot of people find that they don't fit in anywhere either. i may be 10 years younger than yourself, but i have all those same feelings... thinking that i would go the rest of my life without anyone...then there's the pressure of an arranged marriage if i don't meet anyone within next 10 years or so, but who wants to live alone right...see, very confusing and depressing as well.

also, some people believe that you don't have to be married to have children - esp with the capabilities of technology nowadays. not something i personally believe in though.

have a cat, hav ehad several relationships they never work out. last one lasted 2 years the guy walked out on me three months ago. i have no selfesteem always feel sad and lonely.
dont really have any real friends. Thier all too busy or are gone. Dont trust people havent all my life, been hurt over and over again by people. And i sponsor 4 children through world vision. Music is good threrapy for me or going to pet stores (helps a little). spend time with charitys and volunteer. i guess thats about all
always feel sad and alone.
have a good day

but see! you are a wonderful person! do you know how many ppl don't volunteer? or sponser kids? how much better do your actions make those ppl's lives? they prolly think of you as their angel! do you work? why do you think a relationship will make you happy? i am happily married and still feel alone sometimes. i am trying like hell to find the real me and fix her so those things don't hurt me either. you should look at yourself and see the kind good things you do for others and use those good thoughts to jump off from and to see the good you bring to the world and start to teach yourself that you are great and that those are only tiny bits of why.

work two jobs basically work all the time.
Ive always wanted a relationship and to be mother. I know it wont fix me 100 percent cause ive felt this way most of my life since i was 11 basically.
feel like no one would care if i died tomorrow.
so invisible

i bet all the ppl at both jobs, all the ppl here, all the ppl you volunteer with and help by doing that and the sponsering would notice big time if you weren't here. think about how many ppl whose lives you touch with everything you do everyday. i think that makes you a pretty valuble person much more so than you seem to see. and while yes being married and a mom will help complete your "ideal" life, to be the best wife and mom you can, you need to fix and like you first hun! i know there is a good person in there and you just have to let yourself see what is really inside of you.

yes its weird cos all u can do is live for yrself. dont worry sadbeca cos yr the same as me, youve gotta go thru all yr stuff until u meet the right person. when youre all stuffed up with yr 'stuff' all youll get is a bad relationship. but there are always stories of the ppl who meet the right person in thier 30s, or 40s...if youve had relationships before youll have them again it doesnt just stop!!!! but atm i am feeling the same as u, very lonely

I agree

One good thing about being a woman and 30 is that is our sexual peek time.
woo hoo that means its great sex.