What is Depression
Clinical depression is a state of sadness or melancholia that has advanced to the point of being disruptive to an individual's social functioning and/or activities of daily living....
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THERAPY SUCKS
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ok so therapy sucks right now
ive finally begun to talk and its really not easy because whatever i bring to the session i cant grasp at its like we half talk about an issue and i cant go on because i get lost and i cant figure out whats going on in my head everything gets fuzzy and i dont know weather what im saying is what i feel or im just speaking nonsence because ive gotten lost so i string off somewhere else and we half talk about another issue i feel like im finding all these hidden issues taking a short glance and moving on im moving in circles and getting nowhere and its stressing me out nana had a mild heart attack saturday morning and i feel like shit because all i did my last therapy session is moan about her!!! i cut again today more then i have in ages and in the last three days ive eaten a couple of slices of bread some lollies and a few chips life sucks right now but lets move onto another issue lmfao Posted on 06/29/08, 06:06 am |
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i know what you mean in my weird and wonderful way of thinking u have 2 selfs the one you see and the one other people see. its weird when you think you have certain problems for you physical and emotional abuse but then when you get down to it you find all these other things that to you were just everyday occurances but to other people are a major thing i spose its just weird when you can finally see ur life through someone elses eyes! have u tried the 15 minute game? also i cant stop you from cutting and tbh dont want to try but please be safe and seek medical attention if you need it otherwise do you know how to dress a wound? xxxxxx 
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no whats the 15 minute game...??
its ok im not suicidal just really stressed out plus im a real pussy and my cuts arent too deep. yes i get what your saying ill say somehting about how i grew up or what happened with my ex and he makes it into a big thing so what? is all i can think it couldve been worse right?? and it seemed normal at the time yet i find more and more layers and i cant get to the middle
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like a big yummy gob stopper try and enjoy the layres cuz you will get to the middle and there will be nothing left all bout the journey lol!!! ur not a pussy! and doesnt matter if they are only small my grandad had to have his finger amputated cuz a thorn got in it to be fair it was a black thorn lmso! its exactly like when im high on aerosols everything im seeing or hearing at the time seems normal to me but then after im like what the ____ was i on bout ya know what i mean? dont have to be suicidal to be able to get help xx the 15 miute game is where you say to urself right now i need to cut so im going to wait 15 minutes and if i still need to then i can then if u make 15 minutes try and go another 15 etc ive gone fru whole nights with this! i think its just the whole fact of allowing urself to cut ur not letting it control u rather ur the one in control! (sorry unable to talk or think due to hangover lol) xxxx
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thanks but im quite clean when it comes to my cutting just wishing it was all bit easier to deal with
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hear ya there lol how are you now? x
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Hi, therapy does suck . I've finished mine and that sucks too. However there have been times when therapy has been the only safe place and I have wanted to stay there and never move again. I had this kind of horrible fascination for therapy. In a sick way I enjoyed seeing the layers come off in the same way as when I look in the mirror my flesh seems to disintegrate and show the bones below.
It is quite a shock when you realise just how much certain events in your life seem to permeate everyday living. Little things to other people have been big things for me and vice-versa. Hope you get all the help and support you need. Hopefully the therapy will lessen the need to cut but I guess sometimes it can do the opposite. We come back to that dreaded phrase I hate to hear. "Just hang on, it will pass." Blah Blah, Sometimes it doesn't feel like it will especially when you're in the middle of it. Take care. x
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