Depression Support Group

I don't know if something triggered this but you wrote long post because u needed to be heard by someone....anyone. I don't know why but this post really worried me. I hope you have someone to talk to because you sound very down.

Hi KoKoah, I agree with Charliegirll, It sounds like you're really down and I'm concerned about you too. With the other posts you wrote, you just never know who may have benefited from reading what you had to share. It may be that it helped someone who isn't comfortable know that they are not alone. Everyone has gifts to give to the world, it's your depression trying to convince you otherwise.

Did something happen that made you feel so down on yourself? I hope you'll keep hanging in there and share what's going on. ((hugs))

dood -
you being here - is a gift to us

your someone who > gets it <
see ?

your needed here
your loved here

got kids ? feel bad for them ?
good - cause it means your aware of things - and your not ignorant -
your intelligent enough to know you have a set back -
and your intelligent enough to know to keep your children safe

my view : your awesome
your honest

is there anything more beautiful than honesty ?

a mother that is loving and honest to their children - i wish i had that

we love you KoKoah

Hi Hon
Are you saying that you have been writing on these boards and then deleting it before we get a chance to support you? Please, if that is what you have been doing then it would be nice if you could vent away right now and let us help you through what you seem to think is crap. Nothing you have to say is crap. Your feelings are not crap. Get some walking in, get your adrenaline going and sit down and write to us so we can help. These people that you are talking about, these innocent people, they need you and you are the person that is going to make them happy. Keep that in mind.
Please write to us.

Writing it out really does help. But having someone else read it helps even more
Even if you don't feel safe enough to put it on the general discussion board why not put it in your journal so that your friends can offer you some advice about the situation.
please consider even letting in one person. it will help

you have to keep trying for those innocent people. they need you. they will always need you

I hear ya, depression is a bitch. I hope you;ll tell your doctor how you're feeling, you don't HAVE to suffer like this. And I think it's pretty awesome you have kids - I have no one

I do that also. I will write a post or a journal and then delete it. Sometimes the simple act of writing it helps me get my thoughts in order. You have a right to post what you want. You may not help everyone on here, but there may be just that one person who was waiting to here what you had to say. Try leaving your post up for them.

Thanks guys. I'm still here. I just couldn't do it. At least not now. My love is stronger than my pain right now. That's not always the case, but that's what's keeping me here at the moment. It's funny because for just a little while I had this sense of peace and knew it was going to be over soon, and it gave me a bit of a break. But now I'm back to facing this life of pure hell. And it is hell sometimes. I really do feel like I'm already dead and there's nothing I or anyone else can do about it. I made my bed of thorns, and now I have to lay in it.

I don't know the back story on what all has happened to bring you so much pain, and I'm sorry you're suffering. I'm so glad though that the love you have for your kids is stronger and that you are still with us. I really hope you're getting some help in trying to sort all this out, whatever it is it can always change and get better.

Just because you made a bed of thorns does not mean that you have to sleep in it. You can get up and go sleep in another bed. Or take away the thorns and replace it with a warm blanket instead.
You have much to offer to this world. You have something to give that no one else can. And that is YOU.
What you feel is important. What you say is important. YOU are important, although you may not feel that way right now. You know as well as I do that depression lies like a sonofabitch and NOTHING that it says is true. Nothing!
I get that you are tired. I soooooooooo get it. Sit your burden down for a minute. You do not have to keep carrying everything around, on your own. Share what's going on with you. I'll pick up some of your load so it's not so heavy.
You are precious, simply because you are you. Not because of what you do or what you have. You are precious.
Now, write a very, very long post and then post it. I would really like to hear what you have to say.
I'm glad you're still here. Do me a favor and remain on this earth. You are needed.
You never know. You just may have the words that will save the life of another. So, speak and let us hear you.
Hang in there.