Depression Support Group

You've really never been asked that?

Suicide is on my mind, I'm not doing well at all

Heretic, you are in my thoughts and prayers, hun. Sorry that you are having such a hard time. What's on my mind is the gratitude I feel for having restarted taking my iron pill. I am very anemic and there is a link between anemia and depression.

i fucking hate it when people tell me this......... but suicide isnt the answer

Work is on my mind right now. I am done with today's work already, but I am bored and have 3½hrs left to go.

So what's on your mind?

i have slight anemia through self harming so often and apparently i have blood in my urine. i found anemia has made me feel so low additionaly to the emotional turmoil.

I cant put on here what is on my mind as im sure someone i love is reading it behind my back, but ive alot going around my head.

Olympics, art , crazyness, wondering about the universe in general. Trying to figure out why i don't have any friends whose name start with Q.

No friend named, Quincy!?

I have a lot of wonderings about the universe, but I like trying to solve them and then look for them. I need a new lends for my telescope, but don't really want to spend the 100$ on it right now.

I've also been thinking about a good video card and SDD for my new comp. I have never bought and SSD before so I want it to be a good one cause they are expensive. As for the video card I am going back to ATI again after being with nVidia for about 10yrs. decisions!

BtW, why do you think someone is reading this? Do you know or just a paranoia? I get paranoid BAD sometimes. One time I woke up in the middle of the night not knowing where I was and was going to grab my gun because I thought some people were going to come and grab me and kidnap me. Then I thought against getting my gun because I sleep on my birthday suit and figured that no one wants to grab a naked guy :P I was in that state for a good 2min before I realized it was probably just an odd dream I had before waking up.

I'm thinking about my 16 yr old son's gastroscopy and colonoscopy tomorrow. He can't eat until tomorrow evening and has taken his bowel preparation so my heart is aching for him. I'm also scared about what they'll find.