Depression Support Group

Huge HUGS honey!

Can you share with us what has happened? Maybe we can help you through this horrid time?

xxxooo

HUGS!
Do what you gotta do and take care of yourself.
Come and talk when you feel like it.

O SIBIL I WOULDNT NO WHERE TO START...TWO DIFFERENT NEW'S BY TWO FRIEND'S HAVE DEEPLY UPST ME...IM CONFUSED HURTING MELTING DOWN....I CANT COPE WITH ALL THIS PAIN IN SIDE ME [[[I DONT NO WHAT TO DO WITH ANY OF IT]]]...MY HEAD SPINING MY HEART BREAKING MY CORE BEEN RIPPED-OUT OF ME...I HAVE SUCH TRUST ISSUES!!! I DONT NO WHO TO TRUST ON HERE ANY MORE!!! AND I STRUGGLE WITH MY OWN PROBLEM'S DAILY [DISABILITES] I AM ALONE IM DAMAGED AND ON TOP [I FEEL MOST ON HERE DONT TRULY CARES FOR ME] IM ALWAYS ASKING MYSELF WHATS MY LIFE BEEN FOR...FROM THE ON SET IVE BEEN UNLOVED UNLIKED BEATTEN AND BEATTEN AND BEATTEN... AND ON TOP OF IT I STRUGGLE TO SPELL...SO I DONT WANT NO CRAP REMARK'S THANK YOU FOR I ALL READY NO IM FOCKING STUPID ENOUGH. IM SO LOST IN MYSELF.

What did your friends do?

Cuddles and kisses coming your way. xxxooo

TRUST is a HUGE issue whether it be here, or in real life.

I don't share much on open forum... I do though share a bit in hugs (hugs messages).

I guess my 'rule' (for the want of a better word) is ONLY share what doesn't matter if IT gets out there in the real world. If that makes any sense?

As far as spelling - as hard and difficult as it probably is, please try to ignore the critics! And you are NOT stupid!

You are LOVED and a valued member of the DS community!

More hugs and kisses.

xxxooo

I've had to delete some friend requests myself and at first I was scared to do it but it has been a relief. You don't need people in your life who you can't trust or who make you uncomfortable. And if there are grammer and spelling critics out there they can go fly a kite cuz I don't alk right either. (: My momma grew up in the hills and she passed down the "hillbilly" grammer to me. You know what I'm talking about don't you? Instead of saying SunDAY...we say SunDEE. (: Please take care of yourself and know that there are good people here that care about you.

See!! I meant to type "talk" not "alk" HAHAA!

I'm so sorry you're having such a difficult time coping right now. Do what you need to do to keep yourself safe, but know that many of us here care a great deal about you. Maybe take a break from the forum for a bit if it's upsetting you too much.

Sending love to you.
-Mike

WHAT DID THEY DO? TALK IT OUT....

OR YOU CAN CRY AND REST. IT'S UP TO YOU.

People can be cruel! Just because you look normal, nobody know how it feels to be you. I have a pretty good idea! I have MDD (Major Depressive Disorder) and every time something bad happens back to depression I go. I now see a counselor and a psych for meds. I feel so much better, sometimes we can"t do it alone. It may get better on it's own, sounds situational, but I don't know your history. If depression lasts more than 2 weeks get some assistance. I'm so glad I did! I DO know how depression feels, and it's no picnic. I too am disabled with a chronic intstinal disorder and chronic pain.I've only been out of depression for a week now, thanks to the right MEDS!!! Ted