Depression Support Group

well to start with i was lieing to my ex boyfriend for ages saying i told my mum n dad i was off work sick and that i had money problems but i didnt and he found out by reading my texts on my fone to mum so he text my mum behind my back without asking me and sent to her that iv been lieing to them and iv been off work sick etc and that same nite after i left his house he broke up with me over facebook:S without saying to my face which was the most annoying i was so in love with him still am its only been 8 days since we split bt now my parents have paid off my money problems bt being effected by abuse and rape hurts the most and i cant control my feelings i miss having him with me all the time he gets annoyed when i text him constantly bt its a habbit and im a little clingy really bt i cant help it :( i want to win him bk bt he says were only friends which we are and are getting along ok now which is good hes suggested friends with benifits:S which im kinda weary abt bt concidering it all my friends n family dislike him bt i cant get him out of my head i wanna text him all the time sometimes i do bt he doesnt reply

anyway how can i resolve being so down all the time he broke up to give me time to heal and recieve the support from my family and friends bt i need his support to :( help!!!! i was so close to not being here few days ago tonite im home alone all nite i asked if he wanted to come over bt no reply yet :S

thanks

xx
Posted on 06/20/12, 10:12 am