What is Crohns-Disease-Ulcerative-Colitis
Crohn's disease is a systemic inflammatory bowel disease (IBD) of unknown cause, that results in chronic inflammation of the intestinal tract. It can affect the entire gastrointest...
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Tuesday December 1, 2009
Painful Stories
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My neurologist started me on this new med for neuropothy.... Legs still feel horrible but the med makes me feel like im gliding around on air. This is crazy taking a med to keep me awake and the other makes me fall asleep. Go figure !!!!! So if I am not being chattycathy its just cause I'm hurtin. Ya all know I thankgod everyday I have you all. You are my strength. I love you all... My ...
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Tomorrow marks the one yr anniversary of us having to put our beloved Shadow to sleep, she was almost 15 yrs old- her spirit was still so good it was just her body telling her it was time to go to heaven.. it is just as painful now as it ws a yr ago.. i have been crying at just the thought of her and everytime I see her picutres my eyes fill me tears and they start streaming down my face.. hubby ...2 Recommendations5 Comments
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Am feeling really low right now, have just had a good cry, which has probably done me good really. Had a busy day, Philip has pushed for the flat to be evaluated so someone came in with me today to valuate it and I have another agent tomorrow *sigh*.......while the two men were looking round I was in another room, trying so hard not to cry. Managed to keep it in. I feel it is all too ...1 Recommendation8 Comments
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I said goodbye to a good friend today.A friend who is not able to be my friend anymore. A friend who was very good to me and I was very good too but something is lost and this person is not able to be my friend anymore.Maybe in the future things will change,I feel so lost and scared right now and because I have mutual friends who know this person where I attend at my clubhouse I can't talk to...2 Recommendations11 Comments
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So I gave up and went to a local urgent care clinic- I just couldn't stand the pain when I went to the bathroom- of course they wanted to know why I didn't call my GI- I did, yesterday- and didn't get a call back. So they called the on call GI- they think I now have CD in my colon and rectum... oh- joy. But all they had to offer was some damn numbing jell and told me...1 Recommendation5 Comments
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A nasty intrusive thought just popped into my mind while I was adding some new goals.
I think I hate myself.
I was adding a goal about going back to playing my piano again when this though came up. I have stopped playing piano because of the pain. And I have just not been able to get back to it. My beloved piano sits covered with dust, and my music book that fell off the piano benceh has remained o...1 Recommendation6 Comments -
I have not been able to write much in my journal lately. My feelings are all over the place and I have been having pain to boot (pain triggers depression, ocd, anger, and anxiety for me). Lately my thoughts have been turning to death and I am trying hard to focus my mind on positive things because I know that usually works for me. But lately it has been harder to do.
The OCD is stirring up s...1 Recommendation6 Comments -
I HAD MY SURGERY AND OMG THE PAIN..... BUT I CAN WORK THROUGH ALL THAT!
I GOT A DRANAGE THINGY CONNECTED TO MY BODY JUST HANGIN THERE!
IT KINDA FEELS LIKE THE STOMACHE MUSCLES R JUST VERY TIGHT....
KK BACK TO BED, TTYL DONT NO WHEN BUT TTYL.....1 Recommendation6 Comments -
Having more pain lately . Today I didn't even go to my art therapy group because I was in so much pain and very tired.
The sleep study is over, and I will be getting a machine for sleep apnea.
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Yesterday I got triggered when I saw several folks being suicidal online at ds when I came back for the first time in days.... it is not their fault I got triggered. Only I have the power to choose to let myself feel triggered. Two members here thinking of suicide I feel close to... and I am worried sick for both of them I was relieved today to get a pm from one of them that said he/s...2 Recommendations6 Comments
