What is Congenital-Heart-Disease
Congenital heart disease is heart disease in the newborn, and includes congenital heart defects, congenital arrythmias, cardiomyopathies, and hypertrophic cardiomyopathy (HCM). Con...
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Saturday November 28, 2009
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I went to the doctor today and he changed my medicine. I hope it will make me feel better soon. probably not for awhile. I have been really moody lately and I want it to stop!!!
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Thank you all for the encouragement in my healing. I hope you all are doing well too. I am slowly making progress one day at a time. At least once or twice a week I go with no lights on inside my apartment at night to test my fear of the dark. Well, I have not had much problem ever since the first night I begun it. Every now and then I will have a night light on, it ...1 Recommendation4 Comments
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On Saturday, I had a panic attack. My second one in two days. I warned my co-worker that they are back. He said, "Okay." The second one occured when I got off work that morning. My stupid neighbor was sitting outside on his balcony talking on the phone as if he was waiting for me. I smiled and nodded, and the minute I stepped inside the panic attack b...1 Recommendation4 Comments
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I can't believe it's been so long since I've written or been on the computer. My life is spinning out of control. My daughter Brenda is in pain her ex and his wife are causing her so much trouble and turning the kids against her. Kylan got in trouble with the law, his Mom threw him out I took him in and then she sent him away and now I can't talk to him aft...1 Recommendation2 Comments
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No big change this week. I wish that I could say that I have made some progress. I know I am on some medication now, and I hope that it will help. I started Celexia, I believe is the name of it. Thanks to all of you for the support.1 Recommendation
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Satan has been attacking me left and right ever since Sept. 1 rolled around. I have been having flashbacks galore because the one year anniversary of the rape is quickly approaching, and he has to keep reminding me of it. I remember all the stuff I felt that terrible night, and wish my neighbor dead because of what he did to me. I hate the twerp. I long for him to com...1 Recommendation5 Comments
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Tonight is the night before I start the milk diet. 3 weeks of nothing but milk. I'm scared. Can I do this? Yes, I can. 3 weeks until my surgery date February 23. I am nervous and happy and excited and in disbelief this is actually happening. I started this whole process back in August, six months ago. I've been through so much already, but it finally feels like I'm going to begin.1 Recommendation
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Well, here I am once again blogging for the whole world to see. Today has been another rough day. Im so upset right now. This afternoon I was so tired, I had to lie down and take a short nap. I felt a little more energized once I got up and ate something. My appetite seems to have disappeared, I dont hardly eat anything any more, nothing appeals to me, not even my Morning Coffee. I ch...1 Recommendation
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It's Tuesday and the second day of a full two week period without the boss. Most people would be elated but not me, I'm dreading how boring its going to be (heck, it already is!). I need activity, noise, something to help me get through the day. The last thing that I need right now is SPACE and TIME to think. I broke it off with my so-called fiance last night. I reached my limit. I just c...1 Recommendation2 Comments
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Well, I had another drinking dream last night and woke with bad feelings that have stayed with me all day.....for some reason lately, I just cannot shake these 'bad' feelings and I wish I could figure out why or find a more effective way of ignoring them. They've infected me. I wonder if it has anything to do with realizing recently (last few months) that just because I'm sober, t...1 Recommendation1 Comment
