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I dont even know where the fuck to start here. Yday when Britt finally got home, she had to BIG hickies on here neck. She had spent the night at a friends house. I called the girls gardian, she was as pissed as i was. The girls had left to go to the top town store. I called & told them to stay right where the were & i was picking them up. Britt wa...
Seems i cant do anything right anymore. W britt being sick the past couple wks, i guess ive not paid much attention to Honey aka Caitlyn. She went so far as to send me an email. This is the email she sent me: sence u wont talk to me at home i had to do this. it seems that u and dad dont want me arouned right now so i am asking if it is ok with u and dad if i can go to...
How do i start this. Most of u know i couldnt find britt, well, i finally got ahold of the girls mother & she said they called me & said it was ok for maria to spend the night. She dropped them off at where she thought we lived. Britt told her the directions. Well, they never called me & she dropped them off at a house w 3 boys outside. Britt said t...
I remembered today when i was laying down trying to sleep. Smoked a bowl, 2 valiums & 2 darvocet & still didnt sleep but just laid there thinking. I remembered the song i would sing to her when we were rocking in the brown chair. I put that chair up in Big Bear & the kids put it in the downstairs. Well, when it flooded, my chair was ruined. I do hav...
HEY AALL YOU PRAYER WARRIORS OUT THERE. I AM STILL SMOKING. CAN'T HELP IT. THINGS THAT HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH MY LIFE, WHICH HAS BEEN VERY TRYING.NEED ALL THE PRAYERS I CAN GET. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO WAKE UP ONE MORNING, AND HATE THE CIGARETTES. HOWEVER I DON'T THINK GOD WANTS IT THAT WAY. I BELIEVE HE WANTS ME TO GIVE THEM UP STILL LIKING THEM. AND MAN I HAVE TO TELL YOU ITS BEEN M...
Brittney baby, Mama loves u so much. I guess i did something wrong in raising u. I wish we could go back to when u were a lil baby, rocking u every night to sleep in the big brown chair. I rocked u till u were 11 yo. You wouldnt let anybody else rock u but me. That was our special time together. Baby, what happened between us??? Ive lost ...
I am just so upset right now. Everything gone to shit, home life, DS life. All of it. 1 person basically said i was a bad mom. Well, i prolly am. For 2 wks i was worried sick bout someone & now that person is ignoring me. What the fuck did i do wrong?? I cared bout this person, thought he cared bout me too but i guess not. He doesnt even ha...
Well, its Saturday & i was outside working in the yard. OHHHH my aching back!!!!! Pisses me off that i cant do my yardwork the way i use to be able to. Too much stress these past 2 days: We didnt do Caitlyns bday in Big Bear. Thursday, Caitlyn was attacked at school by another student during PE. They called me from the office & told me....