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Our son alex was born yesterday stillborn. The doctor said that there was nothing that josh or i could have done to prevent it from happening. that it just happened. it was just nature's way of saying that something was wrong with the baby. The doctor gave me some scripts for meds. He kept me in the hospital for a while to keep an eye on me, but said that since i was handling it so well that ...
Moving, Ilost alot of stuff along the way. and being here I haven't had the chance to get settled really... I fear I will fall. Am I really that smart or am I just observant. Do I just know how to mimic smart people? I hate feeling this way.. Don't feel very helpful just now.
Sometimes I ask myself why did they choose me? Why was I the target of all of the sexual abuse? How can a parent and grandparent find a 6 month old little girl sexually arousing? Why couldn't my father meet his sexual needs by having sex with his wife? Why couldn't my mother meet her sexual needs by having sex with her husband? Did they find each other unattractive enough that they had to...
TODAY IS MY 28TH BIRTHDAY AND I AM SOO ANGRY. I FEEL LIKE BREAKING SOMETHING. I AM IN SOOO MUCH PAIN. THESE FUCKIN GODDMENED PILLLS AINT FUCKIN MY LIFE. MY LIFE FEELS RUINED. I HAD ENOUGH. I EXPLODED AT MY MOMS CUZ I JUST HAD IT. I GOT SAD LOOKIN AT HER SAD. I JUST CAN'T GO OUT CUZ OF TOO MUCH PAIN. I AM HAVING NERVOSU BREAK DOWNS. FUCKIN ER CAN'T DO SHIT CUZ IN THE PAST THEY NEVER SO I C...
Hey All Well its been awhile since I wrote. Wednesday was a so so day I took a shower and went to the Sleep Study wed night. It went ok but my mask is making sore on my face. Wednesday at the sleep study I didn't sleep the best so Thursday I slept and made up for it. Thursday night I got a headache and still have one. Can't get rid of it. Friday was full of headache and homework. Had to ma...
Some friends joked about becoming lesbians and running away together. I reacted by deleting them as friends and Telling them that I will fuck off now. Then I went to go watch TV with my Nephews. One of my nephews has a thing about figeting with the remote, and doing that he hit a button on the remote that made a menu pop up on the TV. I asked him to put the remote down whi...
Hey All Well today I call mortgage company and got everything straighten out. I wasn't a month behind it was late fees. Geez give me a break. I can pay late fees but don't tell me I'm late on a pyament. Stupid idiot. Whoops double negative. damn idiot. whoops cuss oh well sorry. I got a loan papers started with them maybe just maybe they will give us another loan to get money to finish...