Cocaine Addiction & Recovery Support Group

the choice is yours. no one is stopping you from getting sober except for you. if you need support (and you probably do) then go to rehab again. your life is nothing to play with. get real with it... death, jail, or insanity are the only roads that continuing to use will lead you to.

prayers for you.

hugs too

I'm with JennyLyn on this it's NOT a Game you can Play anymore if You want your Life back then do another round of rehab. Tell Your BF you need more help and go from there Please don't give up You can get better
I'll Be Praying for You

MAYBE IF YOUR MOTHER PUT YOU OUT, AND THE PEOPLE THAT PROTECT CHILDREN TAKE YOURS, YOUR BOYFRIEND WON'T BE SO IMPORTANT!

the only thing i can tell u if the drug is winning is that in the end YOU will be the loser..u will lose all u fear and more..bottoms have bottoms u wouldnt believe in this disease ..there will be new ones everyday ..it is ur choice ..but carefully consider and play out the whole tape before choosing..there only three roads known drugs will take u those are jails,institutions,and death..thats not a lotto i want to play ever agian..and if u take ur life serously i doubt u want to either..seek help..im sure u can find some support in ur community..for me rehab is just a temporary sollution and found i need permanace facing this disease..

You have alot more to lose than your boyfriend, he should be the last of your worries.
What about your children, what about your job, your self respect, your dignity & more important, what about your life?
Not wanting to sound harsh but skrewing up your relationship with your b/f seems more important to you than skrewing up your childrens lives.

It's winning because you are letting it win. Don't be a victim, let go of resentment and anger and move forward.The rest of the world will keep moving whether you are clean or not, you have to want it and until you do, you will be miserable.

I think you really need to get into a rehab that actually works! You only use because the cravings are too hard to bare, some people can do meetings and 12 steps(and works for them)..then theres some people who need the drugs completely out of their body, and need the cravings eleminated for them..sounds like you. Recovery is not, just like addictions are not..a "one size fits all
solution. If your boyfriend loves you, he wants the best for you..and if you love him, you want to be the best drug free partner he can have! My friend did the Narconon Florida program-and your situation is a lot like hers, she has been clean for 8 years. Here is there 24 hour hotline 727-417-2545.GOOD LUCK!!

Most States have GREAT rehabs for Mom's and children You get counseling you get time to be a REAL Mom cause Sorry if you got Kids they are WAY more important than any man. He can provide for himself that man can choose and make his own life Your Kids count on YOU How are you going to be a Mom if you are high?
Where are hey when you are getting twisted and out getting high?
What happens to them If you go to Jail or OD?
What happens to them If while you are getting high one of them gets God Forbid hurt or sick? What than??

Believe me i wish the heck someone had said that to me over 22 years ago. Instead my ex beat the life out of me and my Son went to his Aunt who raised him till he was 12 when I finally got a brain and got help.
I was Blessed someone was there for my Son and done a Wonderful job raising him However when he came to live with me at 12 YIKES he was a MAD little boy Counseling has made us VERY close but Please do not let your kids go through what mine did all for the sake of some drugs and a man.

Take control for a change You have to fight to get it but darn it feels Great to win.

You can do it You just have to care and take that first step. Tell your Honey that you feel you need to work on You and that you need to better You and that you would love if he stands by you while you are doing it if not well he was not good enough anyway :0)


HUGS

I lost my son, my home, my husband and a year of my life (prison) because of my cocaine abuse. The only thing I ever got from using cocaine is Hep C. Trust me, no good can come from drugs. I'll be praying for you and good luck. It's a difficult road to recovery, but is WELL worth it!

yeah...i mean if you're scared now ...trust me it's only gonna get worse.......you wouldn't believe the depth of darkness cocaine will bring you to. It'll eat your soul alive.....as well as your body.

Girl......don't let it win....don't give yourself to that nasty shit.......go to rehab, go to support groups...pray!!! Ask God to give you his hand and help you through this difficult time. Cause for real ....just like everybody else here said....there's only 3 road for a coke addict.....jail, mental institution.....or death....

Don't give up...don't ever give up on yourself!!!!!