Cocaine addiction is the excessive intake of cocaine, and can result in physiological damage, lethargy, depression, or a potentially fatal overdose. Though the immediate craving to...
Thursday, September 11, 2008 – 3:40 P.M. When I woke up this morning, I was feeling good physically, with the exception of a mild cold. On the mental front, I can actually feel my depression worsening, which is not good for anyone. This was pool day for me. I was not excited about going to the clinic. An extra therapist was required to help me get undressed, and then put me on a chair tha...
Monday, October 6, 2008 - 11:35 A.M. Somehow, in writing about my trip to the hospital last week, I inadvertently neglected to mention that I sustained some burns on my legs while there. This was something I was not even aware of until going to bed the night that I returned home. When my CNAs removed my pants, I heard them commenting about some burns/bruises, they had seen on my legs.&nbs...
i need some advice or comments--i dont care if they are good or bad, please i just cant take this much stress right now without cutting; it's a sad fact, but that's how i handle it kind of. the problem is, both my arms are already scarred up really bad and i have shit healing there from last week, so i dont think i can cut along it; i dont know? im going to the store to get new razors right ...
Yesterday I recieved news from a friend in California. Turns out one of our friend's time was up. His tire blew out on his Harley and that was that. His wife is in crirical condition. My friend said it was a gratitude call. Grateful that I am still here for him to call. As I am grateful that he is still here for me. Life is a trip.&n...
Monday, April 20, 2009 - 8:45 PM My brother and I met with Dale and Dr. Martin again today. Things went pretty much the way they did last week. I am growing a somewhat frustrated since I do not feel that this is helping my depression very much. I was asked by my brother how I felt when I heard him say that he was ashamed to be seen with me in public. With some prodding by Dale, I said that I ha...
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 - 10:25 AM I went to another counseling session with my brother yesterday. The results were definitely not good, and I am not sure whether I really want to continue with this. In addition to my brother and me, my therapist, Dale, and psychologist, Dr. Martin, were also there. For almost an hour, we seemed to be getting along well, and making some progress. My broth...
I know that i haven't been on much lately. Was having to stay at the hospital a lot. But with a sad and broken heart it's over. My mother in law passed away Sunday nite at 11:00p.m. It is so gut wrenching. My husband's heart is so broken. I don't know if he will ever be the same or for that matter any of us. I know it is something we all have been through. We did everything that t...
Friday, July 31, 2009 - 1:05 PM What a week! There has been the usual amount of frustrations and irritations, but I am managing to get through them. I have also had to face up to the fact that I am causing some of my own problems. Something has been going on in my life for about a year, or more, that has been causing me an increasing amount of worry and anger. I have kept this a secret from ev...