I really feel for you. ((( HUGS)))) I am newly diagnosed with CLL and have a daughter who is only 6. She adores me and I worry so much about her and feel so bad that I wont be there for her when she really needs me. I am sure your mom is looking down on you and hoping you will be okay. I know thats how I would feel if you were my daughter. I am a firm believer that we all choose our lives before we ever get here and its all pre-ordained. Maybe this happened to you so you can help others? Maybe your life trail will lead you to the medical field and you will be the ONE to discover a cure. :) Your mom didn't want to
leave you. I know. Thats how I feel. I have 4 kids who range in age from 6-26. 3 boys and finally my beautiful daughter. I am here if you need someone to talk to. Please don't give up and know your mom is in such a better place now. Feel special because I am sure she is now your guardian angel.
