What is Chronic-Lymphocytic-Leukemia-CLL
Chronic lymphocytic leukemia (or "chronic lymphoid leukemia") CLL, is a cancer in which too many lymphocytes (a type of white blood cells) are produced. CLL is the most-diagnosed f...
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after last night and now this morning i can see the point now..
my brothers arent coming to the funeral..
i have no family left now..
i hate my life..
everything about it..
i really dont want to be alive much longer..
soon im going to be locked up into a mental health hossie..
i just cant cope with this any longer
the suisdial thoughts have allmost doubled..
i keep looking around and seeing obje...
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my dad was found dead friday morning.. suicide
both my parents.. gone
brothers other side of the world
im alone
cant fight the temptation any longer..
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i want my life to be normal again..
i wont to be able to remember everything.. not look stupid..
i make my self seem very rude when people come and see me and i cant remember them..
i didn't even remember my own family members..
how sick is that..
i remember im mentally messed up..
not all there at all any more..
met my shrink today and as per usual it didnt go to well..
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as some of you may know i have gained control of jazzy's account due to her going into hospital.
i did this so i was ablr to update people on her progress..
but so far there isnt any.
she unfortunately was the victim of a very brutal and uncalled for attack within the hospital and has been left fighting for her life.
at 6pm(uk time) vickys life support machine&...1 Recommendation5 Comments -
i really need to find a point to life at the moment..
because i really cant find one any more
i really want my mum back..
she died on bad terms with me and she didnt deserve to die
but i do!!
life is so confussing.. god takes all the god people off the world but leaves the mess up to rot on this world!!!!
all im wanting to do 24/7 is harm so much..
at the min ive resisted so far.. but can i hold ...1 Recommendation5 Comments -
im going to admit my self.. cant take it any longer..
i have pasted my email onto my profile as well as a contact number..
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Today has been unbelieveable. Our beautiful daughter-in-law has lost her father to lung disease, he past away this morning. She got caught in traffic & did not make it in time to say goodbye. Dianne was so upset. Hubby & I picked up our son Andrew & joined her at the home. There we all gave support & encouragement to each other. The funeral will be next Wednesday ...1 Recommendation3 Comments
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i really dont no what to do next..
my chemo is worse than living with leukemia..
my carer isnt well..
and neither is her son..
it really hurts just living and think of life now..
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so i took a career aptitude test today and a career assessment and an IQ test today. they are all pointing in the direction of me being a janitor (for life) it doesn't mention any other job. and the people who gave the test strongly believe in the test results. maybe i'll never be able to be anything more than a janitor and i should stop wasting people's tax money by going ...1 Recommendation1 Comment
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I've been up all night helping my friend out I am so exhausted. They were both having suicidal thoughts and one of them even attempted it but I kept them both awake and talkig for most of the night, and then a friend of mine took over for the early mornig shift. It was so rediculous and scary at the sametime, I didn't know what to do.
someday they'll get better, i went to s...1 Recommendation1 Comment
