What is Celiac-Disease
Celiac disease is an auto-immune disorder of the digestive system that occurs in genetically-predisposed individuals. It is characterised by damage or flattening to all or part of ...
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Sunday November 29, 2009
Painful Stories
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My symptoms...
• Chronic muscle pain & aching (constant in neck, back, arms, legs, knees, ankles)
• Sensitivity to touch (physiotherapist pressed on 18 trigger points for FM, & 17 were sensitive: Jan 2008)
• Tingling of skin (legs, heels)
• Muscle spasms (legs)
• Temporomandibular...
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Oh, this dam IF & m/c crap is just starting to get to me now! I am so tired of trying so hard to have so much crap happen!! I have found out 2 of my friends here on DS have lost their babies this week, mine the week before, several shortly before that. That is not even the countless friends that have gotten their BFNs recently too!!! What the hell is happening here?
My DH & I have bee...1 Recommendation12 Comments -
Ok, I feel like my uterus is going to explode!!!
I am still on the Vivelle patch & tonight is my last day of Provera...thank goodness!!
It has been a week now since my u/s & I was about 10cm then so I can only imagine how bad it is now.
I have not had a period since my D&C in Feb and I have been on estrogen the whole time just making my uterus nice & plump.
I don't think ...1 Recommendation13 Comments -
A message to "my people", those who long for the one who went first...
Although I wish it weren't so - God, how I wish it weren't so - for any of us... EVER, here we are... alive, under dark clouds of loss that cast long shadows over us.
Can't help but think (selfishly & irrationally) that it's harder on me cuz I grew up, & still live, in Chicago - wher...1 Recommendation12 Comments -
Today would have been our 34th Wedding Anniversary. In years past, we rarely made a big deal about it. I regret that now, and yet wonder if today would be worse than it is if we had??? This is a prime example of "I'll never know".
Felt worse earlier - much worse. That doesn't mean much, though; my feelings are still control'n my though...1 Recommendation8 Comments -
I just returnedfrom avisit that exhausted me frommy cfs and have been accused by my entire family that I am using iv drugs...never have and never will!
I had a pudding and left a spoon besside the bed at my cousins house. It snowballed from there andnow I am labeled
What should I do. This has hurt my mom and dad and have put bad thoughts into their head1 Recommendation8 Comments -
I said goodbye to a good friend today.A friend who is not able to be my friend anymore. A friend who was very good to me and I was very good too but something is lost and this person is not able to be my friend anymore.Maybe in the future things will change,I feel so lost and scared right now and because I have mutual friends who know this person where I attend at my clubhouse I can't talk to...2 Recommendations11 Comments
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A nasty intrusive thought just popped into my mind while I was adding some new goals.
I think I hate myself.
I was adding a goal about going back to playing my piano again when this though came up. I have stopped playing piano because of the pain. And I have just not been able to get back to it. My beloved piano sits covered with dust, and my music book that fell off the piano benceh has remained o...1 Recommendation6 Comments -
I have not been able to write much in my journal lately. My feelings are all over the place and I have been having pain to boot (pain triggers depression, ocd, anger, and anxiety for me). Lately my thoughts have been turning to death and I am trying hard to focus my mind on positive things because I know that usually works for me. But lately it has been harder to do.
The OCD is stirring up s...1 Recommendation6 Comments -
Yesterday I got triggered when I saw several folks being suicidal online at ds when I came back for the first time in days.... it is not their fault I got triggered. Only I have the power to choose to let myself feel triggered. Two members here thinking of suicide I feel close to... and I am worried sick for both of them I was relieved today to get a pm from one of them that said he/s...2 Recommendations6 Comments
