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On this fathers day one year ago is when my marriage fell apart. I was engaged to the mother of my children whom I still love very much. Life was good for us for many years, but the pressure of her m...
More »MEMBERS IN NEED
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Why is it I only look for people that hurt me. There has to be something better than this bs. I am so tired of getting hurt and so afraid of being alone. I have been thinking about cutting all day and I know at the end of the day I'm going to do it. My nerves are so shot today. I am ready to give up.
More »INSPIRATIONAL STORIES
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I KNOW!
I KNOW!
I'M HEADING STRAIGHT TO HELL IN A HAND BASKET!
DRUM ROLL, PLEASE!
X HAS DECIDED!
IN HIS INFINITE WISDOM!
AMONGST MANY OTHER IMPRESSIVELY STUPID DECISIONS HE MADE SINCE ABANDONING ME HIS DISABLED WIFE OF 27 + YEARS!
FOR THE WORLD'S UGLIEST OTHER WOMAN!
IS TO ALLOW THIS HOUSE TO BE FORECLOSED ON!
SO HE IS GOING TO GO FROM BEING A FLIPPER TO BEING A FLIPPEE AND LOOSING EVERYTHI...
More »POETRY CORNER
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TODAY A PRAYERFUL, POETIC APOLOGY TO THEE MY SWEE...
TantricGo... May 19, 2013
Sunday, May 19, 2013 |
TODAY A PRAYERFUL, POETIC APOLOGY TO THEE
MY SWEET SISTER ELIZABETH
I DO PROMISE THEE
THAT
I
WILL
NEVER
SEE
ERIC
AGAIN
AND I WILL PRAY FOR YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE
NAMASTE! -
Come Wander With Me... Come Wander With Me... Do...
TantricGo... May 14, 2013
Tuesday, May 14, 2013 |
Come Wander With Me...
Come Wander With Me...
Do Please Come To Me,
Feel The Enchantment,
Love Calls To Us.
Calls You To Me...
Me To You...
Let Us Wander To Where We Belong...
Take My Hand, Love...
'O Take My Hand...
Walking With Thee...
Into The Deep Green Of Forest Glade...
Removing Our Clothes To Slip Into The Deep Green River...
'O Float Love,
Float Hand-In-Hand With Me...
For I Am He...
Find...
I AM POWER UNLEASHED!!! CLAIMING THE POWER I D...
TantricGo... Feb 17, 2013
Sunday, February 17, 2013 |
I AM
POWER UNLEASHED!!!
CLAIMING THE POWER I DO HAVE!!!
USING THE POWER I DO CLAIM!!!
YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I AM!!!
WHAT I HAVE SURVIVED!!!
NO CONCEPT OF WHAT I HAVE ENDURED!!!
SO ERIC, BE AFRAID!!!
BE VERY AFRAID!!!
WITHOUT A SECOND'S HESITATION!!!
EVEN AFTER I BROKE-UP WITH YOU!!!
GAVE YOU A CHANCE!!!
PLAYED FAIR!!!
YOU JUST PROVED HOW WEAK AND PATHETIC YOU ARE!!!
AND YOU THINK YOU HAVE WON BEC...
Real? Please Play No Games... For Most Goodly Kn...
TantricGo... Apr 04, 2013
Thursday, April 4, 2013 |
Real?
Please Play No Games...
For Most Goodly Knight...
I Do Not...
I May Be Fifty-Six Years...
Yet...
The Song Love Story By Taylor Swift...
Seems Like It It Still Possible...
For Due To My History...
I Am Still Quite Untouched And Innocent...
Yes, Innocent...
Waiting For Truth...
Waiting For True Love...
A Goodly And True Knight To Hold Me As I Weep...
A Pair Of Arms...
To Keep Me Safe...
A Saf...
Nothing To Hide. No Desire To Hide. No Reason ...
TantricGo... Mar 31, 2013
Sunday, March 31, 2013 |
Nothing To Hide.
No Desire To Hide.
No Reason To Hide.
And...
Have Earned The Right To Feel A Small Amount Of Self-Pride.
Because I Didn't Give In.
Seek The Temporary Comfort I Would Have Gotten From My X-Affair Partner.
Didn't Blow The NC!
Did Not Give Myself Permission To Do Wrong Things Again!
So I Do Not Have The Double Pain Of My Son And Daughter-In-Law Being Cruel To Me And The Pain Of Doin...
It is Friday night and I feel depression approachi...
landofkirk Oct 27, 2012
Saturday, October 27, 2012 |
It is Friday night and I feel depression approaching. Like an unwelcome wave it approaches to envelope me once again. The aches of being down creep out of my joints and the thought of just going to bed is not even appealing. The thought of another night with an uncertain morning. Another night of being in pain and the darkness of night. An overcast day has end...
Inspired by the song and the music video, Halo. W...
TantricGo... Apr 04, 2013
Thursday, April 4, 2013 |
Inspired by the song and the music video, Halo.
When?
When Will I Tenderly,
With A Heart Full Of Sweet Memories,
Watch Thee, Beloved.
As Thou Dost Slumber Most Sweetly.
The Morning Light Shining On Thy Noble Face.
'O How Tender Is My Smile.
'O How Content I Am.
'O How Proud I Am....
To Be Entirely Thy Own!
And Know That Thou Belong To Me Just As Deeply!
Finally, Finally,
A Promise Kept!'O Divine Mother... Thy Perfect Love... Thy Perf...
TantricGo... Apr 04, 2013
Today's Loving/Prayerful Apology To Elizabeth
Thursday, April 4, 2013 |
'O Divine Mother...
Thy Perfect Love...
Thy Perfect Peace...
Thy Divine Humility...
Quan Yin,
Through Your Love Most Holy And Perfect...
Flow Through Me...
I Become A Channel For Love...
Yes, Simply Love...
And I Send That Perfect Love To The Universe!
And Unto Thee, Elizabeth!
I
A
M
S
O
R
R
Y!Make Love To Me... To Me...Me...Me...Me... I Nee...
TantricGo... Mar 04, 2013
Monday, March 4, 2013 |
Make Love To Me...
To Me...Me...Me...Me...
I Need You...You...You...You...
I Want You...You...You...You...
Don't Want To Need You...You...You...You...
Don't Want To Want You...You...You...You...
Don't Want To LOVE YOU...YOU...YOU...YOU...Eric Doesn't Beat A Blank Wrong Doesn't Beat A Bl...
TantricGo... Mar 01, 2013
Friday, March 1, 2013 |
Eric Doesn't Beat A Blank
Wrong Doesn't Beat A Blank!
Doing The Right Thing Beats Doing Eric!
Struggling To Do The Right Thing Beats Eric!
Avoiding Love Songs Beats Eric!!
Weeping A Few Tears Beats Eric!
Right Always Beats Wrong!
Being A Good Person Is Something I Can Do!
So That's The Plan!
Eric, A Blank Beats You!
Admitting The Truth That I am Not Strong Enough To End It On My Own!
Even Admitti...
Carry on! So you found another girl? So I've go...
Heavensbu... Feb 13, 2013
Wednesday, February 13, 2013 |
Carry on!
So you found another girl?
So I've got to lose for your thrill?
You'd rather listen to your head than your heart?
You do what you do.
While I run out of reasons to stay avalible for you.
Carry on.
You don't want it?
Then you don't deserve it.
I fought for you.
You won't fight for me?
So carry on.
I've sat in tears.
You hid making fun of my illness.
I always sat around waiting for yo...
Stuck inside my head That's where i've always bee...
bdpboy Apr 11, 2012
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
Stuck inside my head
That's where i've always been
Surrounded by invisible walls
Making sure things cant be seen
How could you understand
The contradiction which is me
My actions and my behavior
Meaning I could never be free
Needing company but rejecting
For the fear of infecting
Those I love and need
With the madness which is me
My routines and obsessions Dominating my behavior
No escape fr...
Sunday, May 19, 2013 |
TODAY A PRAYERFUL, POETIC APOLOGY TO THEE
MY SWEET SISTER ELIZABETH
I DO PROMISE THEE
THAT
I
WILL
NEVER
SEE
ERIC
AGAIN
AND I WILL PRAY FOR YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE
NAMASTE!
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