Brain / CNS Tumors Support Group

i deal with depression and a problem with keeping my attention on reality. i just wont my life to be normal, which i know i'm, but i don't have a boyfriend or have never be in love. i'm still a virgin and i'm 23, so i think about having someone in my life and how different i would be. i somethings feel that everyone around me thinks that i'm weird because i'm a virgin, and i don't think its just me. my sisters treat me different, my parents thought that i was gay for awhile, that hurt because i not. and i'm not trying to went till i'm married, just want someone who cares and likes me. all this sounds so abnormal to me, i've never voiced any of this, my family doesn't understand. well, i guess i just want someone to tell me if i'am abnormal. i can't come to grips with it by telling myself i am. if you think i am and want to reply, please, just say what you want. thanks
Posted on 07/02/09, 03:07 am