A brain tumor is any intracranial tumor created by abnormal and uncontrolled cell division, normally either found in the brain itself (neurons, glial cells (astrocytes, oligodendro...
PEOPLE HAS BEEN SAYING I WANTED TO KILL MY SELF IN THE LAST JOURNAL THIS IS NOT TRUE MY REAL FRIENDS WHO KNOW WELL KNOW I DONT I WANT TO LIVE I DONT WANT TO DIE I DONT WANT TO DIE FROM CANCER I DONT KNOW WHO STARTED THIS THIS FROM SOME OTHER GROUP I HEARD AND THEY DONT EVEN KNOW ME AND WISH THEY WOULDNT STARTED THINGS I WANT LIVE NOT DIE I WAS TELLING MY FRIENDS I WOULD MISS THEM AND FOR THEM NOT...
I'LL THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE IN MY JOURNAL I HAVNT WROTE IN A WHILE I HAVE ALOT THINGS ON MY MIND BUT DONT KNOW HOW TO SAY THEM I CARE FOR ALL MY FRIENDS AND MY FAMILY AND THEY COME FIRST BEFORE I DO AND MY PARNETS ARE SICK AND IT WORRIES ME THAT THEY WONT BE HERE LONG AND IT WORRIES ME I WONT BE HERE LONG TO I HAVE TO LIVE LIKE THIS EVERYDAY IN PAIN AND NOT KNOWING WHEN IS IT MY TIME TO GO BUT...
Yesterday I had one of the most terrifying experiences of my life. And am not sure how much of it was due to my stupidity. It was either a med reaction (Neurontin not mixing with allergy meds) OR an accidental overdose (me taking 3x 300 mgs on Neurontin on an empty stomach which has been OK the few times I have done it before now -- but people in the DBSA group last night reminded me of the ...
Just found out that the money I will make from SSDI is considered "too high"for government help on my rent. The money IS how much rent is in LA. I sadly repeat: the money I will make monthly IS how much rent would be on an apartment in Los Angeles if I want to live in an area that is actually safe. I would like to live alone because, even though Roger and Charlotte are great, I walk...
Well i am really sorry for not being on and being there for all of my friends. I never meant to let you all down. Well in the last cople of weeks i have to had to deal with my son's gerbil escaping and getting eaten and we had to put one of our favorite geunia pigs to sleep. and on the 18th of this month they were doing construct in front of my building. While my wife was taking our dog which...
My grandmother was beaten by my grandfather,my mother by my father and me by the only man I ever loved. Here is the quick story So when I was 15 I met and fell in love with a guy. He was older than me and a total thug. Bad ass guy with a bad attitude. I had to have him.Well I played hard to get and one night he asked me out and I said no. So he stole a car to get my attention. Well it did. H...
I'm livid...... My baby's father hasnt responded to my text's in 3 days.....and now hes on AIM, idle, but he's been on for a while, and not IM'ed me either, which you think he would do if his phone was busted/being retarded like HE SAYS its been lately....and thats why he doesn't text me back sometimes...... This is the last fucking straw. He lied to me saying his girlfrie...
Well i found out this weekend that my Dad was just informed that his has 6 to 12 months to live thanks to stage four lung cancer. I am at a loss for words. This man has shown me how to be a man, husband and father. The world is going to be a sad darker place. I don't want to even think of life without him. I know this will destroy my Mom this is her second husband she has lost to Cancer....