What is Brain-CNS-Tumors
A brain tumor is any intracranial tumor created by abnormal and uncontrolled cell division, normally either found in the brain itself (neurons, glial cells (astrocytes, oligodendro...
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Wednesday November 25, 2009
Venting Stories
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"Future"
Future
What future?
I surrender
Surrender to life
To living, trying, needing
Fighting, breathing, caring
Desire
What desire?
Ne need or want to try
So tired of trying
Smile
What for?
I cannt
Its fake, a cover,a fascade
It means nothing
So Empty
Empty
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My grandmother was beaten by my grandfather,my mother by my father and me by the only man I ever loved. Here is the quick story
So when I was 15 I met and fell in love with a guy. He was older than me and a total thug. Bad ass guy with a bad attitude. I had to have him.Well I played hard to get and one night he asked me out and I said no. So he stole a car to get my attention. Well it did. H...1 Recommendation9 Comments -
Well I have just hit the very bottom of my stress tolerance and I blew up at my so called fucking mother. She said she is taking me to my appt. for my sleep study test and was going to come home but I would have to wait 2 hours so she can sleep till 5 am to come back and get me in a fucking city of crime that I hate to be in. How sorry can a mother be? I told her I would fucking...1 Recommendation5 Comments
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So it turns out, Charlotte didn't even go to work! She slept in until noon!!
Why, then, did I -- ailing! -- get up super early and take the kitten in????
Who has Chronic Fatigue Symdrome?
Who has Fibromyalgia?
Who is Bipolar?
Who is being taken advantage of?
Not Charlotte!
(I also do the dishes, do most of their laundry -- ALL of the drying and folding, buy and make dinner on Saturday nights, ...1 Recommendation7 Comments -
Ok so I was reading a friend of mines journal and it prompted me to write my own journal about the same kind of thing. So here it goes.
I went to our local DHS office I was told we didnt qualify.I was completely shocked. I grabbed my walker and rolled out of that office in tears. How can we not qualify when this is my life...
My fridge is completely bare and I have to feed my kids and if ther...1 Recommendation5 Comments -
This is not fun! Holidays are meant to be enjoyed. We are at my parents place and I would prefer to be back home and at work!! Whinge whinge....
I would like to get along with everybody but I seem to have the bad attitude!!!!!!!! And I don't know why I am feeling this way. Just when I started to let loose and have fun with the kids last night, using glowstic...1 Recommendation5 Comments -
Well today, I had two doctor appointments in Springfield, and found myself listenin to WIBI radio 91.1 good christian music, and something that I have never done before-- I just started talking to God, or Jesus, whcih ever one or both that could hear me. Just talking away about things that I am so greatful for and so thankful to have. Everything , and guess what befo...2 Recommendations4 Comments
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My decesions are confusing to myself. After I make a decision then, I start to think later 'how stupid of me' or 'why,did I do that" or what the heck? I just cant do anything right. I dont know how to have a normal conversation. I am just strange, weird, different, and stupid. I honestly do not belong on this so called world. I'd rather be outer space with the All...1 Recommendation4 Comments
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I have been trying so hard lately, doing the right thing, Believing, and having Faith, taking each day as it comes. Praying, asking for forgiveness, asking for advice, being greatful and blessed for each breathe I take, being thankful for the extra chances He has given me, But, I just feel like, I really don't understand.
I will agree that I am not smart, or intelligiance, ...1 Recommendation4 Comments
