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Tuesday November 24, 2009
Rambling Stories
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Attaching and detaching,I've been wondering what the deal is about all this is....I think I've been wondering for years!
I've seen how my mom pushs and manipulates in order to try to create an attachment between us. I question attaching to her too much because it feels so overwhelming. She seems to already have a list made up in her head of what we have in common and she'...
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I don't know what to write about, but I feel like talking to someone, anyone, who will listen. I can't go to anyone, except one friend, about my problems because I just couldn't handle it. It's like I have a reputation to uphold. I'm the happy friend, the positive one who helps people with their problems, not the other way around. I feel like if I told people what's really...2 Recommendations6 Comments
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Oh no, they are just threatening to move out. They think they are wanted here. Because Steve hasn't told them otherwise. I blame Steve completely. He refuses to ask them straight out to leave by the 1st of next month. They are "looking for places" which means they will look at their leisure and when it's convenient for them they'll move out. I'm guessing that would be in...1 Recommendation6 Comments
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A quiet night with only my pussy for company. It's a cool night, and I've always liked the Fall here in the East, with the changing of the seasons. It's a good time for reflection.
My mom is nagging me about getting a job, but I don't really feel like telling her about the interview I've set up. I haven't mentioned it because her disposition kind of takes away the joy of it...2 Recommendations4 Comments -
ll the signs are there and it's a clear path down into the deep pits of depression. I feel completely alone in a crowd and negative thoughts spin around- they don't want me here, what are they really thinking?, they don't like me. I can almost hear their thoughts. I can feel them judging me, hating me. Paranoia leading to depression. I smile, I laugh, but inside I shrink, I pull away ...1 Recommendation7 Comments
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Hey there everyone, yet again it is time for me to enter my thoughts into a journal entry that maybe 4 or 5 people will read. /sigh. Ive been battling harder than ever with depression lately. IVe been trying to keep my head up and keep going, but it seems to get harder and harder the longer I try to push through it. I have been trying to just keep myself busy in the meantime. I dragged out my bag...1 Recommendation6 Comments
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feelings of quilt consume me
feelings of worthlessness overtakes me
feelings of shame overwhelmes me
feelings of sadness shadows me
feelings of self injury are iminent
feelings of happiness has left me1 Recommendation5 Comments -
i had a rough day yesterday i cut my wrists again...its 906am mom n lee are still esleep i gave hubby a blow job yesterday while mom n lee were esleep upstairs...somehow i think they went upstairs to give hubby n i some alone time...isnt that sweet...hubby left around 7pm i was esleep by 830...its snowing and sticking to the ground right now but im sure it will start to melt soon...coffee just be...1 Recommendation6 Comments
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I have an appointment tomorrow. Its very hard to get help at the clinic here..I am so sick of explaining myself to a new doctor every few months..It sets me back every damn time..They all have differing opinions and differing views on treatment. I really need a family doctor, one that will not be gone next month. I will ask him to help me find on out of town.
I am not doing well at all really..In...1 Recommendation5 Comments -
This sounds selfish to me but what happened to my happy ending i was promised by so many men? I have been left or ignored and always seem to get hurt...I want my damn happy ending. why the hell cant i find it? I know that my son has been wonderful....but i wanted a wonderful person to connect with along the way...1 Recommendation7 Comments
