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Wednesday November 25, 2009
STORY WALL
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So my stbx went to his lawyer today....called me after trying to say something about going to the office before i got papers so we could just get this over with...and i pissed him off by telling him ...
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I hate therapy, I hate my life, I hate my bipolar and the PTSD and the people who gave it to me. If I weren't completely out of medication I'd seriously consider doing my best to OD. I want to cut but ooooh no, that would piss off hubby since he has no sympathy or understanding. I'm required to smile and pretend it's all okay or else he gets pissy. I'm feeling like shit.
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I am finally living in reality and not in fantasy.
I can finally tell whats real and what's not.
through prayer, the truth shows.
and everything will be just fine.3 Recommendations2 Comments
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Why is love so hard to bear,When it hurts so much ...
illaya Sep 04, 2008
Thursday, September 4, 2008 |
Why is love so hard to bear,
When it hurts so much that you care,
When they hurt you so bad that you wanna die,
and yet somedays you feel as if you could fly,
Right up to the sky safe in their arms,
How easily you succum to their charms,
Why does something so good have to hurt,
Sometimes it feels like they're only after whats under your skirt.
Why does love have to hurt?
When you're happy everythi...1 Recommendation16 Comments -
Hey Everyone, Its been awhile since i've poste...
unlovedde... Apr 29, 2008
Tuesday, April 29, 2008 |
Hey Everyone,
Its been awhile since i've posted a poem and i thought i'd come and post one for you all,
sorry it still isnt a happy poem. I also apologise if this poem hurts or upsets anyone that isnt the intention.
Luvya All,
Becka
xoxox
At Night!!!!
Midnight, Pitch black, lying in bed,
Listening to thoughts that crowd my head
Not knowing when they’ll stop,
Or if they’ll kill me or n...1 Recommendation7 Comments -
Lost and brokenHopeless and lonelySmiling on the o...
Abbagail Jan 12, 2009
Falling Away by GC (ghost song)
Monday, January 12, 2009
Lost and broken
Hopeless and lonely
Smiling on the outside
But hurt beneath my skin
My eyes are fading
My soul is bleeding
I'll try to make it seem okay
But my faith is wearing thin
So help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open and I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me sew ...2 Recommendations4 Comments -
The Final FeeBy: Kara DeVaan and Emily Stanley...
IMNMLE Sep 17, 2008
Wednesday, September 17, 2008 |
The Final Fee
By: Kara DeVaan and Emily Stanley
My eyes seem heavy
My mind won’t shut up
These dangerous thoughts
Keep floating about
I have a intense longing
To cut myself deep
To see my blood flowing
A permanent sleep
I’m tired of life,
New lines in my arms
All my blood flowing
Losing all of life’s charms
Locked behind these doors,
Permanently closed
My anti-social esc...2 Recommendations4 Comments -
It's colder than before, The seasons took all ...
phatpig99 May 08, 2008
Thursday, May 8, 2008 |
It's colder than before,
The seasons took all they had come for.
Now winter dances here.
It seems so fitting don't you think
To dress the ground in white and grey.
It's so quiet I can hear my thoughts touching every second that I spent waiting for you.
Circumstances afford me no second chance to tell you How much I've missed you.
My beloved do you know
When the warm wind comes aga...1 Recommendation5 Comments -
Tired of being sucked until I'm nothing but a ...
Colorfulemo Oct 25, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Tired of being sucked until I'm nothing but a dry, hollow shell.
Sick of people looking in the mirror and only seeing themselves.
Done with giving and giving with no return.
Hurt at being left to fend for myself.
Wished someone would look at my reflection and see me, and not the mask I wear.
Hope that one day family will be there.
Prays that the one-person revolving universe will burn in hell...2 Recommendations3 Comments -
Love is a burning darkness inside,A demon; a horse...
illaya Feb 26, 2009
Thursday, February 26, 2009 |
Love is a burning darkness inside,
A demon; a horse the devil shall ride,
It makes people kill;it makes people hate,
It feels like a dream; an elevated state,
Intoxicated windows and glasses of rose,
Intwining bodies; and sexual prose,
A sickness inside that burns to the core,
An ocean; a lion a distinctual roar,
A passion; an obsession of which we are caged,
A beauty; a disaster a desire that is aged,
Suc...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
Nov 18 2008 I feel lost and care lessno one n...
AOR Nov 18, 2008
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Nov 18 2008
I feel lost and care less
no one needs to care about me
Death is sweetly calling my name as if he longs for my body
I listen to his call
no one tells me I shouldn’t go to him
I sit in my room crying for not knowing
abusing myself for my lack of knowledge
my mind is longing for this sharp lust that I long to hold yet I know I cant
I try to fight the pain that rushes through me
I can no...2 Recommendations3 Comments -
Thinking Inside the Box(The Suduko Box) I don...
DTHCAB4 Oct 24, 2008
Friday, October 24, 2008
Thinking Inside the Box
(The Suduko Box)
I don't really fit
Don't seem to complete any line
I am no number one through nine
Just a negative digit
And a positive prime
But once again, not one through nine2 Recommendations3 Comments -
This is something I could hear my grandfather tell...
Jennheimrich Aug 24, 2008
Sunday, August 24, 2008 |
This is something I could hear my grandfather telling us from all the way up in Heaven. My grandfather passed away last September from cancer, and it killed me inside. I cried, and cried, and cried some more. I still cry. All someone has to say is grampa and I cry. I miss him. So much. But I recently knew what he was trying to tell me on the last day I got with him. I get it now.. here's his ...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
help me mommy for I am hereyour child unborn but I...
1Reason2Live Jul 04, 2008
Friday, July 4, 2008 |
help me mommy for I am here
your child unborn but I can hear,
all the stress that you bear
is weakening me as i start to tear
I hear walking from here to there
but what do I feel
mommy your bleeding now
and i am inside
What has happened on the outside
Help me mommy I can't breathe
what is happening to me
I am losing oxygen
mommy I want to grow up
and have toys
I want to see your face
I c...1 Recommendation4 Comments
Thursday, September 4, 2008 |
Why is love so hard to bear,
When it hurts so much that you care,
When they hurt you so bad that you wanna die,
and yet somedays you feel as if you could fly,
Right up to the sky safe in their arms,
How easily you succum to their charms,
Why does something so good have to hurt,
Sometimes it feels like they're only after whats under your skirt.
Why does love have to hurt?
When you're happy everythi...1 Recommendation16 Comments -
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