Bipolar Disorder - Teen Support Group

ok i don't know if anyone feel this way are has ever but this how i feel.

i don't get it realy my life i feel so lonely and i don't know why every time i try to make a friend it feel's like they alway's trun their back on me are just walk out it hurt's cus i feel lost. my two best friend i know would be with me right know they just live to far away so they can't.

why dose stress hit me all at once i just don't get why dose it alway happen " some very bad thing have happen to me and my family but i don't fully want to post the iuess."
my bigest problem is when i let stress get to me i let my anger bulid up inside of me cus all avoid the thing that is stressing me out cus all start to cry and then i feel vonable and also my grandma sad that crying isn't a good thing it make's u week. my mom said that crying well make u feel better but it's hard for me to do.

my antie told me bad thing happen are the time not just to one preson or family but when bad thing happen and sometimes all at once if it hit's rock bottum their can only be one thing u can only go up when u hit rock bottum. i belive her but it is the waiting that is the hardest thing.

srry if i bugged any one but i just need to vent is all. hope it dosen't bug anyone.

please tell me what u think of this?
Posted on 10/25/09, 10:10 pm