What is Bipolar Disorder
Bipolar disorder (previously known as manic depression) is a diagnostic category describing a class of mood disorders where the person experiences states or episodes of depression ...
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To all that have given me support over the past few months a big thankyou .Since my son died I have been in a deep black hole nothing seemed to help ,I was too chicken to tell the doctor in case she wanted me back in hospital and yes over the last few months I really needed to go .Today I seen her and told her the truth and I had a good cry something I have been unable to do .She is putting me back on lithium that has helped me in the past .So I feel positve for the first time in ages .And I could not of done it with out the help from people here .Loosing my son to suicide has been the worse kind of pain I would not wish it on my worse enermy .I wish my son could of been truthful to his doctor and gotten the help befor it was too late .I have been suicdal for months now the only thing that kept me going was I couldnt do it to my family and the support that DS and its people have given me .I would like to say if any of you feel sucidal reach out for help you cant imagine the support I had from here .My family didnt know I was suicidal because I didnt tell them because of losing my son there sibling I thought it was to much to burdon them ,but reaching out here helped a great deal .People need to know that a person who wants to die that support helps a great deal .Thats why I always read the crisis thread here to offer support .I know the impact it had on me and I want to share this with you just in case your in that dark black hole ,I am not saying I am out of it but I know now that I have been honest with my doctor I have the treatment that will bring me back into the light .
Posted on 11/26/09, 01:08 am |
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good for you hun xx (((hug))) 
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:big hugs:
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I lost my brother to suicide, and I am bipolar, so I go through it as well, but I know that it is a terrible thing and how it can distroy lives, all of the lives around them. I blamed myself for almost ten years, because my brother left in his notes that my mother was too busy with my kids so he could not go to my Momma, so I blamed myself, and had hard time getting over it for quite some time. So just know, it is going to take time to heal from this, but you have know that only a very sick person would do such a thing, so your brother had to be sick, like mine and we just did not know about bipolar and all of its distruction it brings. I pray God will bless you and bring you out of this. You sound like your doing really good. So hang in there girl, I am sure the lithium will help. Give me a shout if you want to chat. Kase
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