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Now that I've found "GOD"
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Ok, I smashed but I have that feeling where I am, I'm not alone.
But the thing is I'm straight enough to know I am alone in this house all by myself. So when people find god, whats next?? You know its like what they say you should go to hospital if your feeling suicidal. Well I can't commit suicide but I feel there is nothing else left for em to learn or experience. Its like I'm ready to die. I really feel I've done what I need to do in my life and I need not continue, but the thing is I'm still alive kicking an screaming. I go to hospital, I get stable (where I am now) and then nothing. There's nothing. Its like a Seinfield epsiode over and over again and its about nothing. There is no purpose. Same as GOD, ok he exists, now what?? Seriously how do you find out what GOD's intention was for me, seriously...how long can I keep going like this, just going stir crazy basically 24/7 except for when I'm asleep? Posted on 11/07/09, 06:11 am |
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no, you're sure not alone. I feel like that a lot. When I do, I ask myself 2 things.
1.) What do I care what God's intention for me is? What has he done for me lately? Made me bipolar? Hehe ... thanks Chet ... greatly appreciated. Call me if you need something. Seriously. 2.) What would all the people who have jobs that help me live my life (such as it is) do without me? What about the people at the electric company, the cable company, the internet company and all the other places I spew money at? What about the doctors and nurses and ambulance drivers who work so hard to keep me alive when I'm bound to not be? Take it easy, and enjoy everything as much as possible. I know that can be hard at times, but worrying about what some entity who sits on hos own right hand has in store for you has no profit. 
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PM Philosophy (seriously) or MaryTurk, or one of the other Christians or God-oriented people here to help you take the next steps.
My concept of the divine is different from most people's so I can't really offer you suggestions, but there are others here who are strong in their faith and can lead you on the path to a more personal relationship with traditional concepts of God. I hope you find peace and succour in the paths you take. ~b.
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Everyone seems to have another agenda, including friends or family.
There's just nothing on my schedule.
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just my .02 ... but seeking out anyone who's "faith" is strong is a complete waste of time. Why? Because person A will not tell you the same as person B, who will not tell you the same thing as persons C, D, E, and we will run out of letters. The only good thing about seeking God, is that if you don't like what you hear in church A, you can go to church B directly accross the street and hear something completely different. Consider the entertainment value in that! It's near priceless!
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talk to him, vent and unload ask why and be patient or the reply you never know when or who will enlighten you. Keep an open heart and mind.....
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viejo, it's good that there are different expressions of faith and not just for the "entertainment" value. some concepts are universal and being exposed to varying concepts by those who strongly believe yet are open-minded and respectful and caring is a benefit because then you can find the right fit for yourself, whether within or beyond a traditional "church" or doctrine.
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Perx, "Faith" is not about "religion" but about your relationship with God. Finding Him is the start but developing that relationship through prayer and study is what builds and sustains your foundation. xo
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I'm not much into scripture, I just go to the top bypassing Jesus even.
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