What is Bipolar Disorder
Bipolar disorder (previously known as manic depression) is a diagnostic category describing a class of mood disorders where the person experiences states or episodes of depression ...
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I want to fucking die, but I dont know how.
I hate myself and my bf will never understand how deep my insecurities are. NEVER. He thinks its easy to get over. I just sat there screaming at him for 2 hours about my insecurities and he will never get it. He will never get how nervous I feel when he touches certain parts of my body while we make love because I hate that body part... Im so scared of turning him off. SO SCARED. Im sick of feeling soooo sexy...initiating sex and not being able to arouse him. He pretended to be aroused, but his dick was limp. I must be fucking ugly naked. It did nothing for him. Its so rare I feel that good about myself and this shit always happens... I dont want to be me anymore. I want to die in my sleep. I want over dose on pills. I want to jump out in traffic. I want to fucking die. its all I can think about. I hate him. He will never understand how I feel about my body. He doesnt get it. He never will unless he was me. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I cant stop crying. I cant stop crying and I dont know what to do. I hate myself. Posted on 11/07/09, 12:11 am |
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please...anyone 
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It takes time to work out meds and get better.
Try to explain it the best you can. If he can't understand and wait and help, then I don't think that was love anyways. Just do your very best to find and get help so that you don't hate yourself. Put all your effort into it. That's all anyone can ask of you... it can get better. If you really need to right now, call for help. Don't hurt yourself...
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no-one cares.
I need to cut. I need to feel it. my bf fell asleep because he doesnt give a shit about how I feel.
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I said it would take time for me to love myself and he asked me how much time.
Apparently it matters to him. I shouldnt be with anyone. He needs someone with self esteem
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Im trying to do this without meds.
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So that's good. Get your self esteem back, and he'll be have someone.
Keep going to a pdoc, try to find all the counceling and help you can. You deserve a good life. Bipolar just makes a mess of things, and you aren't thinking clearly... you need the meds... i can tell just by one post on the internet.
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If he really loved me it wouldnt matter how long it took for me to love myelf!
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yes, but you need to make sure you're trying to get all the help you need. that's what you need to do for him.
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he told me I turn him off when I get all insecure about my body. I can understand but when I aske dhim in the past if I ever turn him off he said no. He fucking lied to me.
Im fucking hideous to him and he admitted it.
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i dont know, but i think your boyfriend just gets upset with what you do sometimes, not how you look.
try to get in to see a doctor or councelor. i think if you get some help, you will see things differently. dont think about it too much or do anything until you're sure you are thinking clearly.
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