What is Bipolar Disorder
Bipolar disorder (previously known as manic depression) is a diagnostic category describing a class of mood disorders where the person experiences states or episodes of depression ...
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damned if i do and damned if i don't......
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so no matter what i do, i get fucked over. i seriously thought i was doing well, being the nice person. taking my meds like a good little girl, changing my life around for the better. but i give up. i'm done. i'm not taking my meds. i'm going back to being the crazy fuckin bitch from hell. i was suppose to have a med adjustment next month because i felt myself falling, but fuck that too. i'm sick of being the strong one, putting up with peoples shit, being hurt, being walked on. i am not a damn door mat. i am a fuckin human being that has feelings just like everyone else. so fuck it all......i'm done. oh, and any questions, read a few of my journals, i don't care anymore. daisy
Posted on 07/02/09, 04:07 pm |
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sounds like you need to find a good friend 
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I am sorry you feel like this Daisy, I can relate and I hate it.........please dont stop your meds, you only hurt yourself. Think of yourself and forget the others, you are most important. I will be thinking of you. hugs
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fyi, i'm NOT suicidal in anyways. i'm pissed of as hell. i'm done being nice.
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I really am sorry life has kicked you around a bit (or a lot). Never give up on yourself Daisy. Not taking your meds will only make you feel more hurt than you already are. Problems in life are temporary-- they come and go. They are just like the weather. The sun will burn off those dark clouds eventually but giving up in that process doesn't serve you or anyone. I hope you feel better very soon.
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Daisy, You won't like yourself if you are "done being nice." Don't change the good parts of you because someone hurt you.
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Putting up with people's shit is a big problem...Trust is difficult..cos you think yr in a better place and someone pisses on yr hard-fought-for-parade.You get knocked down and sometime it is scary to even want to muster the strength to get up.
I hope you get a way to think it through and rest up.Meds work for me but the tides rise up still.
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I agree....being mean to everyone will not help people stop kicking you around.....If you are truely a nice person, change the people around you to some that are more supportive.
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the sun has burned the hell out of me. i'm a damn lobster right now. i've been in severe pain, not mentally, but physicaly. sunburned, my back is killing me, i'm just done. i will do my own thing from now on. fuck being nice to everyone
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duct tape it works wonders to keeping my mouth shut. i don't really associate myself with too many people. i work and come home. like i said, read some of my journals. yes, i am a nice person, i help anyone i can, i care probably too much, but not anymore. no more favors, no more helping hand, nothing
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I cant read your journals Daisy, they are locked. I thought we were friends, but I guess not. Sorry
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