What is Bipolar-Disorder
Bipolar disorder (previously known as manic depression) is a diagnostic category describing a class of mood disorders where the person experiences states or episodes of depression ...
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Friday November 27, 2009
Anxious Stories
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I feel so badly. Several people I've reached out to try and talk with me and I have had to ignore them. I haven't ignored anyone because I didn't care,but because I've been very very scared about an upcoming date and a promise I had made to myself. March 12 would have been my mother's 83rd birthday. It's also the 4th year since she's been dead. ...
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Well, I got the news last night. My son is out of prison. They gave him 50 bucks, his stuff and a bus ticket to the town he has been paroled to. His step-sister and her husband have decided to allow him to stay there.
Here is the rub. He is Cian's father. I do know that his parole officer is not going to allow him to leave the county (on the coast--we are w...1 Recommendation9 Comments -
Agggghhhh!
i just wrote a whole entry and it got deleted with the wrong touch of a button.
what does that mean? besides that i effed up?
it drives home the point i was making, or th.e general feeling of frustration that i have.
that things, feelings, life in general is beyond my control.
but also that our thoughts create our feelings.
and feelings create more feelings.
deep and vague. boggy.
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Crikey! the title contains more dialogue than the entry!
There is a saying, if you can't see the forest for the trees
....take a step back
For the first time during my illicit rampant bipolar career :) rather
than throwing me into the too much pressure too hard basket a friend
gently assisted me to take that step back which has been instrumental
in increasing the ach...2 Recommendations8 Comments -
ok I know that i haven't written i quite sometime. Some of u know that my daughter has been recentley seeing her dad through his wife and it's hard to allow her to go knowing that her dad was not there for her when she needed him the most. He seemed to always put her on the back burner and I hated that. U guys also might know that he has a 8 yr. old by my ex best friend (which i must add ...2 Recommendations9 Comments
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Well, the property mangaer found us one house with these terms to move in: $600 security deposit, $365.00 of propane in tank paid up front, $500 deposit for 1st cat and $300 for each additional=$1,100.00 pet deposit. We graciously declined. If we had $2,065.00 we'd be rich. That's almost 2 months pay for my daughter and 3.5 months for me. I know that money cannot b...1 Recommendation18 Comments
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I HAVEN'T WRITTEN IN A WHILE. HAD LOTS OF STUFF GOING ON.
I HAVE BEEN OVERLY MEDICATED AND MADE INTO A ZOMBEE, MY MARRIAGE IS COMING APART BECAUSE OF IT, AND SO IS MY LIFE.
I WANT TO BE BACK TO NORMAL. I KNOW I HAVE TO TAKE SOME THING FOR MY BIPOLOR, AND FOR MY PANIC AND ANIXITY. BUT I DON'T HAVE TO BE A ZOMBEE.
THE PAIN MEDS I WAS ON HAD ME ALL SCREWED UP AND I HAVE FOUND THAT THE AMOUNT OF...1 Recommendation9 Comments -
Yesterday I had one of the most terrifying experiences of my life. And am not sure how much of it was due to my stupidity.
It was either a med reaction (Neurontin not mixing with allergy meds) OR an accidental overdose (me taking 3x 300 mgs on Neurontin on an empty stomach which has been OK the few times I have done it before now -- but people in the DBSA group last night reminded me of the ...2 Recommendations11 Comments -
The best news of the day happened yesterday.I will finally be looking at a new apartment in Wixom Michigan.That would be such a dream come true. Today was not a great day though.Even though I got to spend the day with my good friend and that was fun.Yes I'm talking about you lol There was a guy at my clubhouse who completely intimidated me. We have a strict no bumming policy or suspensi...1 Recommendation9 Comments
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I am really worried about my mom.She suddenly went to the emergency room today.She was going to take me to the doctor since I don't drive but her kidneys are getting worse and she is scheduled for exploratory surgery next week to have a stent put in. She had severe pain today and went in to the hospital. I am so scared for her,I just talked to her and it sounds like she's ok but I am stil...1 Recommendation10 Comments
