Bipolar Disorder Support Group

I CARE IF YOU WERE ALIVE OR DEAD.SO YOU ARE WRONG, WHATS GOING ON.

That's not true. We care about you here at DS, and we don't want you to leave us. Is there a crisis center you can call or can you get in touch with your pdoc or tdoc? Keep talking to us--we're here for you.

(((HUGS)))

Your logic is illogical. You can feel bad if you want to but don't let that blind you to the fact that people do care. One thing we should all do is not let our perceived reality influence decisions made while we're under duress. WE should care about ourselves. WE should want good things for ourselves.
To hell with whatever somebody else thinks!

i know the despair that you feel. i think my family cares if i died today only because of the guilt that they would have to live with.

I am beyond psych doctors, psych centers, med adjustments, ER visits.... everything in my life is hopeless and helpless. Not to mention I'm a failure because I've been suicidal on and off for twelve years and have never been able to succeed. Sorry to bitch. I don't expect anything. Just feels natural to bitch.

sounds like you're pretty caught up in a lot of pain. maybe what you're calling 'logic' is not so logical - doesn't sound left brain to me, sounds like confused and scared right brain stuff.

i read the words "logic", "dead", "suicide" - and i look at your avatar, a scared puppy who wants to be cuddled. is there someone you can ask that of - maybe someone you're discounting, out of fear?

12 years of ON and off suicidal stuff - also means 12 years on and OFF the same. i'm great at using words to box myself in - too damn smart for my own good - maybe you too?

uhmmmm, you're reading way too much into the 'scared puppy avatar', that was my dog who passed away and I haven't updated the pic since. But thanks for the overall psychoanalysis.

Wow I have to say I have thought that for along time but with everything going on in my life right now ,I now know that there would be alot of people that would miss me and do really care about me..... And the biggest one is my 3 1/2 old granddaughter who cries every night for her Nana.... We just have to remember it is not always about us alll the time

I felt the same way the other day and I broke down and told my adult children and they cared very much ,I am sure there are people in your life that care about you too ,I care and I am a stranger stay safe and let us know how your fairing .takcare

sorry if you felt 'analyzed'. it just jumped out at me. glad to see you in the forum today.