What is Bipolar Disorder

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I'm so fucked up rightnow that I can't even type. My friends all hate me and won't pick up their phones. I've already od'ed once and wanna do something else but nobody cares. They just wish I were dead
so they wouldn't want to deal with me. Sorry my English is so horrible.
Posted on 11/06/09, 10:11 pm
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Reply #1 - 11/06/09  10:54pm
" I would imagine its pretty fair to say that none of your family or friends wish you dead... do you feel like you need to go back to the hospital if you are thinking of hurting yourself again? You mentioned some coping skills that you learnt.. are they not working at all? (hmmm stupid question maybe)..I know its the pat answer but maybe you need to call your shrink or your therapist and see if they can help?

sorry... wish I had some advice/comforting words.. I'm just not in the best place either "
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Reply #2 - 11/06/09  11:24pm
" Your English isn't horrible so stop apologizing! I understand how you feel. There's something that gets crossed up in our minds that makes us feel like that. Usually a change of meds helps. So until then instead of focusing on what other people seem to think and feel about you, how about ignoring them and decide what's important to you. Whenever I've done this I realize that I don't want to hurt myself and that my friends are probably really my friends and I'm just in a bad spot and od-ing isn't really a good solution. Be assured that somebody does care and doesn't mind dealing with you so focus on that and other positives and you'll get over this sooner. "
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Reply #3 - 11/06/09  11:25pm
" Im so sorry to see you are feeling so badly
I hope you will go to the hospital when you're feeling this desperate.
I cant imagine those you love would want to see you hurt but I surely hear your pain
You are in my Prayers
Bless you "
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Reply #4 - 11/06/09  11:34pm
" If you were online, we could chat. I hope you are ok....I don't think nobody cares, even tho I know you feel that way. I care, I know people here care and your dad...

Do you need to go in now to get help? or call a crisis line or 911?

I hope you will be ok. I will pray too. "
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Reply #5 - 11/07/09  6:06am
" Yeah I would have gone th echat option, its a shame your not online "
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Reply #6 - 11/07/09  6:37am
" I hope you like the suggestions you found here.

Just wanted to add that overdoses on meds are such a bad idea. They just screw up your kidneys real bad and rarely do much else.

I suggest you go to the ER and drink charcoal to get the meds out of your kidneys. I wasn't clear on whether you had just od's or had done so in the recent past. Either way, please remember that there is always a way.

Sometimes all we have to do is STAND. That is the best advice I've ever received. I hope it helps you! "
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Reply #7 - 11/07/09  7:13am
" You're going through a hard time hun it doesn't mean your friends don't care but people can't always cope or understand our mood swings especially the lows. l'm sorry you feel so alone are you close to your family do they know how you're feeling, if not what about your Dr you need some extra support when like this because if you were stable and happy you would see that suicide is not the answer.

Are you on meds? because they could do with a tweek or a change to help you through this, we care here lots of people do so never feel alone because you aren't. "
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Reply #8 - 11/07/09  9:04am
" You have my number next time call me - yeah I was showing online but wasnt around. Phone is always on tho. So hoping you are ok. Please let me hear from you.

Love & Peace
Raven "
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Reply #9 - 11/07/09  9:43am
" oh can't.....we care....we all know how terrible this illness can be and the horrible places it takes us to....we are here for u and love you....we can help carry you through this...can't have you thought about maybe going to the hospital for a bit? i'll tell u the last time i went to the hospital i didn't want to go at all, actually a family memeber called to put me there..and i am so thankful....

they changed my meds and it's been like month since i got out, but finally, finally i am feeling so much better..i think it took a while for the meds to reallyb get in my system...but....i'm so thankful can't, i finally am feeling so much better....

maybe consider going to the hospital can't...it can't hurt at all,,,you can see the doctor every day, you'll get a little rest and not have to think about anything except eating, drinking and going to group, you'll meet some nice people there..and heck , probably have some good laughs...and then you'll come out maybe with your meds tweaked, and maybe, or even probably you'll feel so much betterh when you come out....or when the meds really kick in....

i'm thinkining of you can't and praying for u sister....peace for u, i hope you consider going in the hospital.....love, maggie "
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Reply #10 - 11/07/09  10:00am
" I don't want you dead. You're my friend. Why would I want you dead? "

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