Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Why not kill yourself? Because that feeling is only temporary. You will heal and those thoughts will eventually become foreign to you. I've been dealing with intrusive suicidal thoughts for the better part of three months now. I keep on fighting and sure enough the thoughts are going away. I am getting better day by day, slowly but surely. I have faith that you'll get better too. (((((hugs)))))

have these thoughts a lot cant even count how many times or how many years even its been but im just really tired of stuff.

What's the point of dying anyway?
Have you noticed that after these "I can't take it any more" always comes something diferent? Sometimes goog sometimes bad.

My wife always complains "why don't you obsses with something for at least a month?"

God! I don't think this shit can cheer up anyone. Too late.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o81...
why not just say good bye

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N2l...
alone always,alone forever.its always been alone.

I do feel your pain. I've been to the bottom of the bottom with these emotions. they come and go! we have to fight, and we have to love, love ourselves. I've had to tell myself to love myself until i start believing it. hard to believe it when you hate yourself. You have to play reverse psychology with yourself. I know I do and it gets me thru it. Sometimes I feel this way for 4-5 months at a time. The only thing that has kept me alive is my 10 year old daughter! It's quite the journey.. Our minds are the battlefields! but we can overcome! we will overcome.. you just have to say it over and over and over!

this has been going on for a long time now, have you seen your doctor yet hun?

Maybe the people you work with aren't "your people." I think it's terrible when someone does not acknowledge others challenges. Especially co workers. makes work seem so cold.

People on here care if you are here or not. Maybe someday you will find the people that really understand you.

I'm sorry your feeling so alone.

Sad I have felt like that before and I'm here to tell you I am SO glad I failed in my attempts. Life is worthwhile, even if it doesn't seem that way right now. Have you called your doc or a crisis line yet? You really need to talk to someone about this. Best of luck to you. ((hugs))

Can I tell you what changed my mind today? I was reading a book, and in the book someone "committed suicide". There were only 2 family members remaining - a fiance and a sister. The fiance was so riddled with guilt he TOO thought about killing himself. He did not, and it turned out at the end the woman who committed suicide was murdered, but reading that passage -- hearing even if there are only a few people in your life that it has such a damaging effect on others -- made me rethink things.