What is Bipolar Disorder
Bipolar disorder (previously known as manic depression) is a diagnostic category describing a class of mood disorders where the person experiences states or episodes of depression ...
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Well, I am ready to throw in the towel. I had yet another crappy day. Everything went wrong. I had a panic attack in the car. I was afraid the airbag would open and I'd die a horrible painful death after my arms were broken by the airbag and I lost control of the car. Took an ativan when I got home even though the pdoc wants me taking Benadryl for the anxiety. I don't care if I take the entire bottle.
I wanted to kill myself by slicing my wrists. My husband called me and I was crying. I could see the knife. I don't know what to do. I cannot see my pdoc until 11/23. I cannot leave work since I have trip to Montreal booked for 11/15. Yet, I feel like dying. I feel like a waste of space and I have nothing left to offer. I am a failure and a screw up. I have not accomplished any goals in life. I am not worthy of life. I don't help anyone. Posted on 11/03/09, 05:11 pm |
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Im sorry you had such a crappy day. I like your posts.
Do you have a close friend or someone nearby who understands what you are going through who can be there with you until you can get the help you need. Please stay with us. We like you here. We are here for support. I hope things will improve for you soon. Thinking of you RITKat. - winslet 
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Hugs and chocolate for you. Please take Care.
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I made it through yesterday. Hopefully, today is better. It's not starting out that way.
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