What is Bipolar Disorder
Bipolar disorder (previously known as manic depression) is a diagnostic category describing a class of mood disorders where the person experiences states or episodes of depression ...
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I am so tired of this crap. I can not tell you how I am going on Day by day. I want to end my life. I have been trying so hard since I have moved here (9 months ago) and it is all crashing now! I have no one really to talk to here I do not want to bother my sister and her family with this so I put on the happy face when I am with her, but it is killing me to do this. I do have a son and that has been a thought to me seeing he is Autistic and Bipolar himself though he doesn't get it.
I am thinking of a way to end it really I know that he will be going with his dad soon. I have been talking to my Dr. and I know am seeing her weekly. I have a friend who wants to be there for me but he just doesn't get it, he just says you will be fine it is only your mind that is doing this you can just think differently and it will be fine. UGGGGGGGGG I hate that I wish there was a way to make these people understand. I have finally told my mom a little as to how I was feeling though since she is in another state it just makes my parents worry. I am just so lost and I hope that very soon it will be over. Thanks for listening Posted on 07/04/09, 07:07 am |
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all i can offer is a listening ear. know exactly where you are coming from. i find the help here on ds brilliant as i too have nobody who really understands in my life. message me any time to just talk or vent. sorry you are experiencing such difficult things right now. 
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you child needs you and ending your life is not a legacy you want to leave for him.. please call your pdoc or a crisis hotline .. dont do anything to hurt yourself.. big hugs.. marie
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I think it's kind of strange that simple changes in the brains chemical balance can give us thoughts that we do not have control of.
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let the boy go to his dad, and you stay on meds and keep plugging along until your chemicals are at the right levels again. as far as being lonely, get on here and make an i'm lonely, please talk to me thread and get something going like that. just keep plugging away. sounds like you are nowhere near the point where you need to die. there is a lot of life left for you, and i'd hate for you to miss it. /hugz
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