This community is dedicated to teenagers struggling with bipolar disorder. Bipolar disorder, often referred to as manic-depression in the general literature, is a psychiatric condi...
Our son alex was born yesterday stillborn. The doctor said that there was nothing that josh or i could have done to prevent it from happening. that it just happened. it was just nature's way of saying that something was wrong with the baby. The doctor gave me some scripts for meds. He kept me in the hospital for a while to keep an eye on me, but said that since i was handling it so well that ...
so ive been on edge last couple of weeks. like super shitty sleeping patterns anxiety attacks blah blah blah. so tonight, im doing recycling for my mom and then when i come downstairs shes all blah blah look at your twitter what the fuck is this? and im all look i dont want to talk about this with you cant you jsut get me a psych? and shes all im making an appointment tomorow shes been saying that ever si...
It's been 8 months since I miscarried. I still think about it. I still think about the miscarriage. what could have i done better. Than again both my fiance and i were under alot of stress. we were in the process of losin our apt. It still hurts to go into walmart past the baby section and see all the baby clothes etc. I just want a baby so badly. will it ever happen.
Hey everyone - It's been a while since I posted, and I apologize for that. I have tried so hard to make the time, and then just as I'm gearing up to write, I get pulled away. Work at DS has been absolutely crazy in the last few months, and I don't have a second from the minute I wake up until midnight to even talk to the folks that make DS such a special place. Anyway, here's...
i dont understand today now my car in the shop again not sure what the prob. i just had over 200 dollar worth done an thermastic and fan to keep the radiator cool but it statrte acting weriod after ficxing but didnt pay much and then after went out i was waiting in the bank drive thru and my air cond stop working so next i heard a chime and look and the threm was red and i look and se...
noone seems to care enough to be around me. to even talk to me... to even support me. I may as well give up on everything... only then will they notice me enough to have a go at me for it. Thats the only time anyone notices me.... when i do wrong. No one cares. no one cares when i achieve stuff. I am stuck in a rutt and without a little help i will be permanently stuck here. My friends dont even care.....
Friday is the anniversary of Sarah's Death day. On friday, I plan to let 2 dozen balloons go in her honor, write her a letter and let them go. I was going to do butterflies, but it was a little expensive and the butterflies end up dying. Healthwise, I am much better, but I feel the fog. I thought it was vertigo but now I think its the fog of grief. I don't feel like crying which I guess i...