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This community is dedicated to teenagers struggling with bipolar disorder. Bipolar disorder, often referred to as manic-depression in the general literature, is a psychiatric condi...
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Monday November 30, 2009
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today i went to therapy and it did go so well. she wants me 2 go impatient at children's national medical center. They're way of treating eating disorder patients is to but a tube down there throat!!!!!! and ive started a journal of exactly wat i eat and drink and when! it makes it harder to make myself eat without purging!!!!!! i cant get better on my own anymor...
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so much for tryin to fall in love cuz love aint real to me no more. so i accept being single. and i accept ppl being evil. it is the world i live in. too bad it had to be like this. but hey i guess i will retreat to my books and guitar and ds. cuz hey i am invisible as always.4 Recommendations5 Comments
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Generally I don't concern myself with relationships other than friends and family. This is something that tends to work for me. But.. as life goes, I randomly met someone that likes me- or at least the side of me I've let him see. He tells me a lot about himself, and always has questions, but I can't make myself open up- at all. I completely avoid him if I'm being overly emotional... or overly an...1 Recommendation6 Comments
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It's been 8 months since I miscarried. I still think about it. I still think about the miscarriage. what could have i done better. Than again both my fiance and i were under alot of stress. we were in the process of losin our apt. It still hurts to go into walmart past the baby section and see all the baby clothes etc.
I just want a baby so badly. will it ever happen.
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I had one of the worst ED day that I have had in a long long time! I only ate my dinner! and I took 4 squares of exlax butI took 2 doses of miralax! I now realize what I did was sooo wrong! I wish I realized this before I did it! I hope I never have a day like today ever again!1 Recommendation4 Comments
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i just try to smile every day but inside i am dying. i feel the asthma getting to me more. my ear ringing is making me real sad. i feel my allergies getting on my nerves. i have to deal with school plus a job working as a tutor for kids. so hey this is my life.2 Recommendations3 Comments
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i try to be happy but my ears ring and my mood changes. i feel so lonely within this body of mine. i pray. i cry. i feel too much is on my mind. my family is not on good terms cuz too much fights had us burned. i hate being alone with no good friends. i know people but i feel no real connection. i feel stressed cuz i can not sleep. i just wanna hide and never wake up. i feel confused and dumb.3 Recommendations4 Comments
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Our son alex was born yesterday stillborn. The doctor said that there was nothing that josh or i could have done to prevent it from happening. that it just happened. it was just nature's way of saying that something was wrong with the baby.
The doctor gave me some scripts for meds. He kept me in the hospital for a while to keep an eye on me, but said that since i was handling it so well that ...1 Recommendation24 Comments -
It's been one week since we lost alex. I have been holding up pretty well so far.
I have to go see the doctor in a few weeks. We will get the report back from the autopsy in 4-6 weeks.
Josh and I are holding up pretty well. It has been hard for both of us. We have both been trying to keep busy as best as we can.1 Recommendation5 Comments -
Alexander's closure ceremony is on the 15th. Josh and I went tot he funeral home yesterday to set it up. I thought that it would be tough going there to arrange for our son to be buried. It was hard but i didn't burst into tears or anything in the funeral home. we were able to get some things out of th storage unit. My husband's mom made a blanket that we are burying with o...1 Recommendation6 Comments
