Bereavement - Teens Support Group

I've read a lot of the posts in this section. I feel lose. But not towards someone I knew. I feel lose for a baby i never knew. For a baby that I chose to never know. It was the hardest decision of my life. I know that I would make a great mother. I found out I was pregnant and I was happy. I would have a baby and be with the one that I loved. But my fiance and I chose to terminate the pregnancy. Please do not judge me because of this fact. We had our reasons for doing so. I regret that decision everyday of my life. I didn't want anyone to know about my decision. But i received an e-mail from a "friend" yesterday asking me if the rumors were true. Someone who doesn't like me started a rumor they thought was false, but it was so true. And it hurt.

I'm new to this site and I just needed a place to vent my emotions I guess you'd say.
Posted on 09/18/09, 04:09 pm