What is Bereavement
Grief is a multi-faceted response to loss. Although conventionally focused on the emotional response to loss, it also has a physical, cognitive, behavioural, social and philosophic...
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Sunday November 29, 2009
Venting Stories
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Thursday Morning
Wow......yesterday was a wild day. I brought my mom to the Oncologist and I gotta tell ya....those guys don't hold anything back. They tell ya streight up and forward about things. He told my mom that she probably only has 3 to 6 months to live. He said he'll try more chemo, but he doesn't think it's gonna make any difference. My mom was crying so much it was killi...
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I hate where I am at I hate this battle that I never win this battle to eat just what I need and not more to not binge or starve but right now I am not getting this battle under grips and feel that the only option I have as there is no real medical help here where I live is to go onto a liquid diet or quit depending on money1 Recommendation20 Comments
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tried to write earlier and it won't let me. keeping it short. 2 choco chip cookies 150 i was baking earlier, i'm not that great at baking cookies, they are never soft enough for me and i generally burn the first batch. lol bowl of cabbage 20. 2 chicken thighs with red sauce 200, 3 pretzel nuggets 70, 1 fudge stick 50, coffee with cream 20, 1 orang...1 Recommendation17 Comments
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Woke up today with head up the butt syndrome. I feel so lost, so alone & so empty.
Yesterday was a bust - all the way around. I took Valium and slept as much as I could, knowing I had things to take care of but not really caring about them at all. I've got so much sorting out to do with my life and it's taking a major toll on me. This virus isn't helping me ...1 Recommendation18 Comments -
i wanted so much to post this as discussion but i know will be slammed all over place for my feelings. i see all over this sight about people who want to adopt and searching for answers. either it be because they cant have children or it be a family member. my 1st feeling is because they want to fulfill a need for themselves. My feeling is u should not adopt unless first feeling is for the ...1 Recommendation16 Comments
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To my dear friends,
I realize that my recent actions, have offended some of my friends here on Daily Strength. Though I do appreciate the love and support I have recieved, I have also read some messages that have disturbed me. Even though you may be mad at me, there is no reason to disrespect me or my family. Informing me to get with God or burn in hell or accusing my boyfriend, who has been worki...2 Recommendations38 Comments -
complete fricken failure!!! that's what I am , that's what I feel like and I am giving up.. I am so tired of being a failure and having all of this shit going on in my life time after time. I cant look anyone in the face anymore, I cant hold my head high and be proud of who I am. I am tired of sitting here day after day wasting away in pain and not being able to work. I am ti...1 Recommendation22 Comments
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Today was just an awful day! I never made it to church, felt I couldn't make the effort. I laid on the couch all day wandering around the tv channels with the remote.
I hate myself on days like this! This is the sort of day when I feel I am not honoring my son's memory. He'd hate to see me like this. A vegetable.
Jim, of course, was on my mind all day.&nbs...1 Recommendation18 Comments -
MY JOURNAL! MY THOUGHTS! DON'T LIKE IT, DON'T READ IT!!!!!!!!!
BARBARA SMITH, GRIEVING MOTHER, INCREDIBLE FRIEND, FOUNDER OF FMO........AND FRAUD? I DON'T THINK SO!!!!!!!!!!! Let me make this perfectly clear.....BARBARA IS A WONDERFUL, COMPASSIONATE, CARING, GIVING, SELF-SCARIFICING WOMAN WHO HAS SHOWN AND GIVEN NOTHING BUT LOVE TO EACH AND EVERYONE ...1 Recommendation24 Comments -
Sad to say my pushing to heal - fell today - It's another melt-down with tomorrow being the 6th of October, 26 months - of not being to see, touch, hear - laugh with - and have that
motherly contact with Shaun.
God this is the most stupid f'n thing that has ever happened in my life & it's over -
Why he's gone - I don't know.
Why is this pain so intense?
Why am I just bar...1 Recommendation15 Comments
