Bereavement Support Group

My husband died last month on the 25th. It was such a sudden death I had just seen him the week before he was so happy finally. He was in a home but I had finally gotten him into a good home where he had enough food to eat and it was good food. He was happy and joking with his roommates. I am totally disabled and had trouble seeing him where he had been at the home wasn't any good either and believe me from 2007 on I had been trying so hard to get him into a good place where it would be better for him both for his health and in other ways. Where they would take care of him, so forth. The next week all of a sudden I got a call from the home and they said they were sending him to the hospital said it looked like he had pneumonia so I got upset as usual but in 2 days he was gone. It was so sudden I had just seen him and he was joking around having a good time I had fed him spaghetti and it was falling out of the spoon but we were joking about that. We both loved the fact that we were together again and I was feeding him and touching him loving him and he was loving me just looking at each other or inches away from each other. I used to talk to him for hours at a time if I was in a store I used to call him tell him where I was and talk to him about what I was seeing in the store or ask his advice about something. He's always been with me and now he is too but it's hard to understand why he was taken away now. It hurts every time I wake up the pain inside is unbearable at times and then the tears when someone offers their condolences. God bless us that are left behind and our mates or family members are gone whom we loved so much!!!!
Posted on 08/20/12, 05:17 am